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Monday, July 31, 2006

HEYO! (:

thanks for complimenting on my skin.

I KNOW IT'S NICE. (X

oops. later geraldine say i'm a cow again.

lol.

okay so today REALISED a few stuff.

and said alot of my experiences.

(: all the best.

okay so i've done my dnt, my acc and 1/2 of art. (:

AT LEAST I'VE FINISHED THE MASKS.

hahaha.

i love them! because it reflects on what i like. haha.

tmr going to school. yay.

at least i don't have to laze at home doing nothing.

haha.

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:55 PM

Sunday, July 30, 2006

i have been searching for skins for the WHOLE DAY.

what did i get in the end? -__-

they cannot get any better.

feeling so lazy ytd and today.

man i need to go to school.

or else i'll just laze around.

but anw i started on the npcc proj.

and i'm still lazy to do dnt and art.

maybe i'll FORCE myself to do them tmr.

today many ppl not online.

cos they're at esplanade. (:

ENJOY YOURSELVES THERE! (X

and what's wrong with my stomach?

i want to eat but i don't seem to be able to eat anything.

worse thing is, there's nothing for me to eat.

oh gosh.

GET ME YAM ICE CREAM NOW!

lol.

leona penned down her thoughts at 5:17 PM

Saturday, July 29, 2006

hurt my lip.

all thanks to the soccer ball.

okay so we lost.

i've always knew that my leg is so not ling huo.

and i missed qing mi hei sen lin.

but wan ling maybe lending me. OMG LA!

her mum like owns the whole renting shop?

I WANNA BURN THE CDS!

wahaha. but i don't know how!

nvm, i'll find my way. (:(:(:

leona penned down her thoughts at 12:17 PM

Friday, July 28, 2006

today my back very pain.

thighs very pain. (X

okay so ermmm... art as usual, vanessa keep laughing, and making me laugh too.

hahaha.

then ermmm... math test!

at least i managed to finish most of it.

i didn't do one qns.

AIN'T I DUMB!?!

lol.

okay i'm not, but why didn't i see!?!

man, okay so ermmm...today had npcc training.

at first i was rather --

cos ppl were laughing, and it was rainning...

okay so we learnt the basics of baton drills.

and well.. it was rather tough trying to be 'elegant' while taking out the baton.

lol.

so ermmm... tomorrow's gonna miss qing mi hei sen lin's repeat.

AND I'M SO DEVASTATED!

i mean, how can i miss it?

omg... so saddening.

tmr i'm gonna be reserve in the soccer team for the games day tmr.

-__-

my legs are so not ling huo lor.

ask me play captain's ball hai hao, ask me play soccer? omg...

lol.

and i feel rather bu hao yi si that i keep taking jolene and michelle's car back home most of the time...

i mean they spend time and money just to send one more person home...

hmmm..

so today we wore our new cca tee. (:

SO MUCH NICER.

but it's rather translucent la.

today was running round the neighbourhood.

omg.

lol.

from the intro i already said my body aching still have to run. (X

but it wasn't so bad la.

so i got into rockwall climbing.

(:(:(:

i didn't try before la.

and i'm most probably going kayaking with my npcc mates!

but i have to spend money again...):

sorry i keep borrowing money from you all!

so sorry ah.

i'll return by tuesday.

i need the money for some expenses.

so hope ya'll understand.

okay and so monday no school. (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:55 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

i just need to cut my hair.

and it's not funny.

leona penned down her thoughts at 5:31 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

yesterday was worth it. (:

i was really nervous when i went in. and i keep shaking the revolver.

but in the end was still good la.

it went KAPOW! lol.

okay and i love this song.

see 130 rolling down the street,
npcc take a little trip.
stand up, hook up and walk to the door,
jump right down at the count of four,
the count of four(clap clap)
the count of four(clap clap)
the count of four(clap clap)
the count of four~~~

if i die on the russian front,
bury me with a russian gun
if i die on a combat zone,
box me up and ship me home,
to singapore (clap clap)
to singapore (clap clap)
to singapore (clap clap)
to singapore~~~

tell my mum i've done my best,
silver wings upon my chest
tell my boy i've done my best,
now it's time for me to rest
for me to rest(clap clap)
for me to rest(clap clap)
for me to rest(clap clap)
for me to rest~~~

(((:

okay den we went to celebrate my mummy's birthday at Bali Thai.

then it was quite delicious!

and i felt rather bad cos i hadn't buy my mum a present.

was thinking ask her choose but i only have $25!

then today ermmm... not much stuff la.

oh!

council investiture.

hahaha. they look very smart la.

and i felt rather sad for those seniors who are leaving soon lor.

cos is like they have been in the council for some time and contributed alot so is like..

hui you dian she bu de.

okay so tmr will see how they look like with their ties on. haha.

leona penned down her thoughts at 5:14 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

today went for 2nd dry shoot.

practiced like 4 times. (X

wanna try to build up the stability la.

so it was quite fun la.

and they were rather friendly.

i keep forgeting that i'm not supposed to unload after 12 rounds. SORRY!

okay so tomorrow is the BIG DAY.

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:46 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

i want to change myself.

i want to make sure i do a little something for my family each day.

and if i don't, i'll have to answer to myself.

don't ask me what happened.

don't ask why.

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:02 PM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

today woke up early to settle the stuff to prepare to school.

then we assembled at general office outside the link way there to await the arrival of the GOH.

we stood there like 40 min plus. man, my back hurts.

i was like hoping that i won't faint. lol.

then when i came into the hall for finale, we were suppose to pop the popper.

then i dunno how to pop. but then i just pull then i was like thinking, "whoa heng ah, manage to pop it out". in the end?

i saw the poping stuff on the VIP's forhead there la. omg.

lol, felt really sorry. i wasn't concentrating on aiming it.

X)

after that we went for reception then went to clear the hall la.

after that went home le lor! (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 2:30 PM

Friday, July 21, 2006

today i was feeling really jittery.

cos of the shooting thing.

and it was rather loud.

okay so in the end we were not able to shoot because we only had one dry shoot session.

so most of us felt i was very unfair.

at first i really didn't want to give up just like that.

i mean what's wrong with just having one dry shoot session? does it mean we're not capable of obeying the safety rules and following instructions?

so i was rather angry inside, but angry makes me tired.

haha, really!

so i was really tired on the bus and that GIRL just wouldn't let me change place. lol.

jkjk.

so i keep turning and i almost fell off la.

scare me man.

okay so after that they say we're gonna have one more dry shoot practice and see if we can go there again-- BOON LAY.

rather far but i hope we make a fruitful trip there the next time la.

okay so today was like rather slackish.

lol, slackish.

ermmm... cos like 10+ ppl went for esplanade thinggy then left a few only in class.

den science was like -__-

but i like to copy notes. haha.

then ermmm... math was okayy cos at least we dun need to do much stuff.

then ermmm... rather many work piling up.

i like clearing them though. haha.

so tmr there's founders' day.

then ermmm... gotta go home early to do hw and stuff.

so just hope everything goes smoothly tmr and can go home and rest.

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:07 PM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

today had a short rehearsal.

was okay la.

but assembly today was like not so interesting.

but i managed to hear 3/4 of it. (X

that guy is like 26 years old? and he climbed Mount Everest.

omg la.

like it's such a BIG accomplishment!

i mean like so many ppl tried climbing and they're not that young lor.

whoa i really think it's great. totally superb.

then ermm... today stayed back to help out the notice board thingy.

was okay la. just that my hair keeps coming out. argh.

I NEED A PROPER GOOD RUBBER BAND.

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:06 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

i love shooting.

i mean it's fun la.

but there's quite alot of things to remember and stuff.

so we left early. lol. and the class seemed so glad cos when we left, the teacher stopped the boring video.

lol. ANYONE STILL DARE TO SAY I'M A JINX!

haha. okay so we went Bedok Police Station.

den we tried out unloading and loading of the bullets and pulling the trigger.

it's quite heavy den when u carry for some time your arms there quite suan.

i think it's interesting cos i've never tried before la.

and everyone is new to it so there's no like, oh you're so lousy and that kind of thing.

which is a good thing in npcc. (:

okay so just now sir ask for 4 volunteers.

i thought i was suppose to go and take the revolvers in.

in the end? i saw the camera.

omg. i was CHEATED!

hahaha. but it was a great day la.

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:16 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006

my eyes are swollen.

and well, they tried to say that it's not that bad.

but well, i know.

at the point when i was heading home, i kept my head down all the way.

i knew that people would look at me, you know their expressions.

and i really felt a loss of security.

and the first thing that came into my mind, was to go home.

was to stay with my family members.

was to just feel safe.

your family members love you the way you are. even though they might think you look weird or find you dumb.

i mean seriously.

people dislike things that are unpleasant to their eyes and well... it's ren zhi chang qing.

even me la.

i mean you carn say that you dun mind or you think it's okay etc. because you'll just be lying to yourself.

last time my eyes were very swollen too. worse than this.

and it happened at home so i was with my family members and i thought that they felt that i was really ugly and that sort of thing.

but when this thing happened and when i wasn't with them, i panicked.

i didn't really know wat to do, i just wanted to run home.

so sometimes i just need to lose something then i'll cherish it.

haiz, there's always a time when ppl show their ugliness. it's either physically or morally.

but which is worse? izzit when you see someone ugly? like having red spots everywhere?

or izzit someone who has attitude problem and is damn selfish?

sometimes... you just gotta ask yourself.

leona penned down her thoughts at 5:38 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

I CHANGED MY SKIN! finally.

lol, okay so man man xin shang ah! X)

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:26 AM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

I'M DISCHARGED!

tell the whole world man!

hahaha. YAY YAY YAY.

and the whole day was full of FOURS! (:

okay so ermmm... today missed the full dress rehearsal in school.

seemed that it was worth to miss. LOL.

okay okay, so still trying to find blogskins but they dun seem to be working out quite well. o well.

I HAD A GOOD DREAM YESTERDAY!

hahaha. (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 3:10 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006

okay so i brought that so heavy bag and struggled to school.

i felt alot of man zu gan. haha.

okay so today ACC was boring.

then math was rather busy drawing graphs as usual.

then ermm... we were talking about the pirates of the carribean show.

then cause some unhappiness. but STILL. i'm not going. lol.

so after that got history lesson and as usual was SO FUNNY!

hahaha. mrs koh's like so... hahaha. FUNNY!

okay, haha.

then had np today.

IT WAS GREAT.

me and some other cadets taught the sec 1s some drills.

then we had promotion test for LCP.

and the 3rd class drill test la.

CONGRATULATIONS PPL! (:

i see everybody very happy ah. hahaha.

PT was like... whoa say.

i'd rather do crunches than RUNNING!

andden i realised I'M TALL!

hahaha. i stand at the 2nd last row. WAHAHAHA.

X)

okay then tmr i carn go the full dress rehearsal. SO SAD!

): well... NPCC JUST ROCK AND JIAYOU FOR TMR! :D

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:17 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

today was okay. except i felt rather depressed after the chinese spelling test.

it was because i realise that there's something wrong with me already.

like, i dun even know the basic words. how to write.

man, how can i?!?!

okay den today had abit of founders' day's rehearsal.

then lol.

ben gan la! wanna show me n xin hui pearly's photo oso dun allow us to touch the phone. siao.

lol.

wanna show dun wanna show X)

okay then ermmm... got selected a few things today. UNKNOWINGLY!

like the class debate. 2nd speaker. proposition-- Boys are more vain than girls.

then the street soccer 'competition' npcc. reserve. haha. i have no idea how to kick a ball. my legs are not ling huo.

serious! like chapteh i'm oso very bad at it. lol.

okay andden ermmm... just now went century square to buy CARROT CAKE for my MUM!

lol, and i only had $3.40 thanks to xin hui and ngik hiong, so i needed 1 more 10c.

lol, i was thinking and thinking throughout the whole journey. but it's good this way too la. den i won't feel so tired and bored.

but luckily i met jia min. hahaha. den she lend me 10c X)

i smell the carrot cake like so nice! haha. maybe dinner can eat. (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 5:32 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

yesterday went out with vanessa and geraldine.

then we ate mcdonalds, talk about rumours and stuff. lol.

den went swensens eat topless 5!

SO NICE LA!

ESPECIALLY THE YAM! omg!

okay den today was boring.

science was like -_-

and math was like ._-

lol.

._- means that i was trying my best to keep myself awake.

haha, dnt was stressful.

stressful in a way that i don't even know how to draw a proper cuboid.

like whoa say. struggling with the pencil.

and i love the chocolate ice cream i had just now. hahaa.

and the cone. (:

later gotta study chinese.

tmr got spelling.

then ermmm... tmr hopefully is a better day than today.

cos today was really boring. BUT TODAY NIGHT'S SHOW WILL SPICE UP MY LIFE! X)

leona penned down her thoughts at 4:00 PM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

today watched a LITTLLE bit of jin zhi yu nie.

cos my sister wanted to watch HER show.

well... den ermmm... tmr's going to school.

and i haven't finished much of the work.

but luckily no need to hand in tmr.

nothing much happened today here, but i've been thinking.

i love weekdays because there are shows to watch.

but i love weekends because i can have enough sleep!

so how?!?!

hahaha.

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:44 PM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

today went TM eat lunch, and buy presents.

whoa say. i cannot make up my mind but in the end still buy.

hope they like it.

SORRY FOR SO BELATED BIRTHDAY PRESENTS.

okay and i love yeni's present. haha.

so i've been doing dnt since friday.

and i still have alot more to go.

and i also have the chinese ppt to do.

i also have the hist notes to do.

i have the art to draw.

alot of things.

MAN!

argh.

AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS.

i have jin zhi yu nie TO WATCH!

hahaha.

tmr shall be watching the last 10 episodes. X) hahaha.

leona penned down her thoughts at 8:12 PM

Friday, July 07, 2006

I WANNA THANK ALL MY FRIENDS.

IT'S BECAUSE I HAVE YOU ALL, THAT'S WHY I LOVE MY LIFE.

AND OF COURSE NOT LEFTING OUT MY BELOVED FAMILY MEMBERS.

okay, today geraldine and vanessa gave me a birthday present. SO CUTE!

hahaha, i'm not scared of it cos it'a a stuff toy dog.

AND IT CAN BE A PILLOW TOO!

hahaha. and i LOVE geraldine's card. SO NICE LA!

i mean, how can anyone make such a creative card?

hahaha, okay den today history lesson was rather relaxing la.

hahaha, very funny though.

money money money.

okay and then science lesson was rather tedious.

not only was he fast in clicking the slides, the way he speak was like -__-.

not offence, but it's boring.

except that there's nothing to do except keep copying notes.

okay then ermmm... after school went east point eat den shop awhile den went changkat changi sec.

the school's rather big la.

hahaha, spacious i shld say.

okay den we were there to entertain the guests.

i dint say much la, i admit.

then ermmm... i forgot to bring back my present at first.

until i at the mrt platform then remembered.

den geraldine and chin hwee have to go with me back there again.

SORRY!

and i'm treating them 40c drinks. hahaha.

but i really wanna thank you all la. it's like, it's so troublesome but they're willing to go with me la.

so i'm really grateful and touched.

GOOD NEWS: NO COMMON TEST NEXT WEEK! HAHA!

yay yay yay. (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 5:52 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

WAHAH!

hahah, nice skin?

i think like cute cute notebook ah, so i take. haha.

today was a long day.

starting was math. WOW.

hahaha, everyday i'm facing grids.

grids and more grids.

but i like drawing graph la. hahaha.

then we had PE.

yeah i manage to remember, lol.

ermmm... ran for a short while, den took height and weight.

okay, good thing is that I GREW TWO CM!

bad thing is that, i'm SO MUCH HEAVIER.

lol.

i weighed on my weighing scale a few days ago, it was 39.5 kg.

then when i came to school, it was like 42kg. lol.

SEE THE DIFFERENCE!?!?!

hahaha. but it doesn't matter la. i dun wanna be underweight either.

but 30+ seems to be a nice number. hahaha.

okay, dun mind me.

then we had history presentation.

man, i think it's like so....

i dunno la, but i cannot really hear what teacher's talking about.

cos she talk so fast, i cannot even catch.

and the way she talk makes me have a kind of feeling. lol.

okay, enough of that.

i said 'oning'. lol.

used to it. SORRY LA!

haha, okay den got the english book test today.

carn really remember the story in the book but the test was rather easy la i should say.

then tmr we're having debate! and i need to faster find info on them.

okay, so today went home early.

and since then, i've been on the com. lol.

but i was doing the geog proj, adding more info. and editing stuff etc.

then i did abit of DnT.

hope to do DnT finish as SOON AS POSSIBLE.

cos tmr going changkat changi secondary.

do some gallery thing of our math proj.

then by the time i come home around 4-5+

den monday shld have common test.

so need to study, den sat/sun is taken, BLAH BLAH BLAH. lol.

type until i tired. X)

okay okay, MI QING HEI SEN LIN HERE I COME!

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:32 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

okay, like yesterday went changi airport and eat.

and laughed alot. talked about lots of stuff.

then this lady went up to us and sort of said that we were noisy and stuff like that.

well... i admit we were noisy, but it's a public place la.

okay, so today we had NPCC trainning.

then PT was like, whoa say.

we just did 5 sets of shuttle run thingy.

haiz, so tiring.

and for goodness sake, my name is QUEK YAN PENG LEONA.

NOT QUEK YEN PENG LEONA.

argh.

lol, THANK YOU PEARLY, ZHI XIN AND ANN YI.

(:(:(:

that little thing is so CUTE. haha!

it represents BRAZIL

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:57 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

YAM CAKE IS NICE NICE NICE!

hahaha, especially when it's refrigerated.

YUM YUM!

once in a year thing okay... hahaha.

watched 20 episodes of JIN ZHI YU NIE!

OMG! it's SO SO SO SO NICE!

ahhaha.

i gotta read finish the chinese book. MUST. haiz.

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:45 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

THIS IS THE BEST EVER BIRTHDAY.

thank you everyone, everyone seriously.

firstly i would like to thank my parents.

for being so nice and loving.

for being there whenever i needed them.

for educating me and bringing me up to who and what i am today.

for just loving me for who i am and unconditionally.

thank you.

secondly, i want to thank my beloved sisters.

for doing their best to make me happy when i'm down

for making me laugh and lame around

for loving me for who i am

for tolerating me when i dun understand what they're talking about

for supporting me

thirdly, i wanna thank all my good friends out there.

thank you so much.

it's good enough that one person remembered my birthday.

but more than 1 of you all remembered, and i'm really touched.

it's the best thing that anyone could wish for.

because love is in the air!

thank you everyone and i just wanna say, i feel so honoured to be on this Earth because it's worth living here. because there's you all. and i will do my best in everything that i do.

because of you all.

THANK YOU.

love you all. love my life.

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:42 PM

Saturday, July 01, 2006

I LOVE DINNER TONIGHT!

(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

although we went to the nearby coffee shop to eat, i really missed the food there.

i used to eat tie ban dou fu and the deer's meat, and the steamed fish.

i'm so into childhood days.

and when my sister piggybacked me to the bus stop just now, i felt really touched. like we've gone back to the younger days of our life.

I LOVE MY CHILDHOOD.

because there were you all. my family.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING THIS TRUE TO ME.

THIS WOULD BE MY BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT.

well, so the whole day i spent my time with my family.

we joked, we laughed, we ate together, sat around together. etc.

like time would never end.

i hope that everyday would be like today, we would be so close to one another, so loving together.

AND I WATCHED JIN ZHI YU NIE! X)

but not all. OMG!

it's SO nice. SOSOSOSOSOSOSO nice!

try my best to watch finish by tmr and monday i'll read the chinese book.

but i hope to start by tmr. cos i dun tink that i can really finish the book in one day.

i'm so not interested?

if it wasn't for the test, i wouldn't be more than bothered to go and read.

i mean, i'm so not a book-reader.

and i mean, even if the book is nice, i have to be forced den i will read. whats' wrong with me?

haiz, nevertheless, i really enjoyed myself today.

AND I CARN WAIT FOR TMR!

if you know me well enough, you should know wat's missing today and WAT WILL COME TMR! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:37 PM

MI QING HEI SEN LIN ROCKS!

omg!! ytd's episode was very funny la.

the ma de zhong was like scolding the guy his face damn oily.

enough oily to fry you tiao. lol.

LAO PO DA REN IS SO SADDENING!

how could they?

it's not that dai zhi xiong's fault la.

he couldn't be a chief magistrate already leh.

so sad!!!

but happy that the girl got back her job. WHOO!

today's going out for dinner.

and i chose the place! (:

talk about it when i come back from there.

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:56 AM