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Saturday, September 30, 2006

i want to clarify something.

the lady i saw after school that day ISN'T MY MOTHER.

gosh.

leona penned down her thoughts at 5:27 PM

heyo. sorry for not posting SO LONG.

but anyway, yesterday met this few ppl.

they were practically shouting through the field of my house.

and then there's this boy and a girl together.

omg, from far i can see his outfit.

GOSH.

wear until like what! so kua zhang.

then i walk towards him, he go put his 'mp3 player' to my ears.

i didn't see clearly la, but after that i looked back.

he was like raising his arms and thinking he's the BEST.

goodness me, why are there this kind of ppl.

lol.

i laughed after i past him la.

is like, so dumb.

so anyway, can't wait for monday. YU YONG XIAN REN ROCKS. WHOO! ((:

leona penned down her thoughts at 4:58 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

triple science geog.

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:32 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

WHOO! ((: this was the yam ice-cream i ate on my 2nd sister's birthday.

lalalala. ROCKS MAN.

leona penned down her thoughts at 11:14 AM

Friday, September 22, 2006

SPC scared me again. -_-

don't suddenly come out sth towards me can. my soul cannot take it anymore.

lol.

alright.

still deciding, still deciding.

actually for those who saw the history tb, you shld get the idea that it won't be as easy as probably now.

the structured essay, the source-based qns.

they are not that straightforward anymore.

although i didn't get to see the geog bk, but at least the skills and the remembering of the content i can still handle.

but i don't want to see the tests that i took recently to take it as a judgement of which sub to take.

although geog i did well, and i didn't do well for history, i feel that it isn't really fair to just judge like that then choose.

history i really cannot judge.

becos it's only this half of the year that we took the sub.

whereas geog, i used to get 60+ but i know is very yuan wang becos of that 3 marks. -_-.

I STILL REMEMBER!

so well... still considering. still considering.

anyway today went mcs do math.

when going home i saw geraldine.

then i accidentally hit a woman, she pushed me away.

but i bu xiao xin scratch dao ta de lian.

oops. (X

but aiya, we're quits la.

lol.

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:20 PM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

yesterday went out with huiling they all.

and we talked about it.

but anyway, my front door is locked.

argh.

how could i do such a foolish thing?

the knob at first already cannot function, i somemore go and close the door.

-_-

if i didn't, i wouldn't not have to close the door.

and cause so much inconvenience.

argh.

i want to open the door!

ah well.

my parents and my sister didn't go thailand.

the person called to cancel the flight.

becos of the thing that happened there.

actually i'm quite glad they didn't go.

cos my house would be so strange without them.

but it's also rather disappointing for them i guess.

anyway today had PE.

i'm sorry i push ppl during the game.

it seems to be a natural reaction. sorry.

but anyway i like being the goaly! hahaha.

cos i can hit ppl with the ball. LOL.

but i guess the guys are not their usual today.

i mean they seem rather slacked.

but nvm, haha.

then after that got back science results.

really delighted and unexpected.

but alot of ppl got 20+ too. so hooray! (:

then today went Mcs to do probability and eat.

I LOVE PICKLES! I REALLY DO!

WAHAHAHA.

lol.

i love and hate 2B'06.

i really do.

i mean i love 2B bcos it really brought to me alot of joy and happiness.

and it really made me want to go to school and i really enjoy being with y'all.

but because of this friendship, i'm unwilling to give it up after this year.

i mean, bcos we have to choose our sub combi, we have to be separated unless you choose the same as the others.

so i hate loving 2B, but at the same time, i love it so much.

我已经无法自拔.

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:26 PM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

yesterday was my sister's birthday.

so went with van, ger, huiling, xin hui to look for her present.

sorry for troubling all of you to help me find the present.

i'm really sorry.

but thank you all so much.

(:

and okay ermm.. bought her a pair of bilabong slippers.

so thank you geraldine for lending me money cos it went past my budget.

anyway, went sakura to celebrate.

ate exceptionally more that day.

I ATE YAM ICE-CREAM!

that was the best part man. omg.

(((:

later then show ya'll the pic. cos haven't upload. wahaha.

okay then today during dunno what period, poh chun scared me to death man.

lol, he went shhhh, shhhh, shhh~

then i was writing some stuff then concentrating.

then suddenly i realise like how come got some noise.

then i saw his facial expression, lol. SCARE ME SO MUCH LA!

haiyo.

but hahaha, it made me got energy again after the long day. (X

luo lao shi rocks okay.

LEON TAN YUAN RUI.

stop criticising her.

(X

okay so i am thinking of taking chinese literature.

it's rather interesting...

and well, also considering geog and history..

but well... i'm worried that history is about the same as social studies.

and i'm not very good at source base qns, so social studies also has that.

but geog is a new syllabus.

although it doesn't mean that new syllabus then cannot do well or not interesting, the teachers are not really experienced in teaching the new syllabus.

then i'm not really good at map reading too.

but chinese lit, my chinese compre not that good.

and i read chinese books quite slow. especially those thick thick small words kind.

but i believe since i'm not very good in all these 3 subs right, i shld take one that i probably have confidence in la.

i mean i need to study very hard for this sub and i believe will be able to do well lor.

lol, just saying my expectation, nothing much.

but will still consider la. (:

so i went to the bank today after school with huiling.

went to transfer some stuff.

going to prepare the end of year exam timetable! (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 4:27 PM

Saturday, September 16, 2006

hiya.

today in the morn went round market.

eat eat then buy stuff.

then went to cut my hair.

cut around 1 or 2 inches shorter and cut my fringe.

when me and my sis went into the shop, nobody at all.

so i felt that it was US that gave business to the shop.

and it was rather true bcos a lady saw the guy cutting my hair then came in. lol.

SO WEI DA ah.

((X

then today the air-con ppl came.

and messed up the whole house.

ah well..

my new air-con looks cool.

haha, hopefully it's cold.

or else waste my parents' money.

$2000+ leh!

so that VANESSA, told me about it.

and i can't help laughing.

i mean it's so ridiculous.

and i said it was gonna be INTERESTING, because it's that person.

i mean, how lame can it get.

oh gosh. tell me what's wrong with this world.

there are such terribly pathetic things happening. lol.

ah well. good luck geraldine! ((X

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:08 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006

wasn't looking forward to today.

cos i was the IC.

but it wasn't that bad.

so, okay la.

haha.

we had pizzas, and drinks and we were singing cheers all the way.

so it was relaxing and rather bonding la.

then ermm... in class today was alright...

introduced my new sweet to my classmates.

wahaha.

nice nice!

haha, then today had art test.

didn't do very well.

rather pathetic. but hope for the best.

so today not much homework other than history notes.

anyway today when i took bus home from NP, there was this small boy.

he came up to me and was looking at my shirt, probably the np crest.

i was like thinking what was he looking at, then i suddenly realise then i turn to my left to stop him from looking.

then on the bus, he sat down on one of the seats, then he somemore ask me to sit with him.

-_-

i quickly go to another seat.

i mean it's quite ridiculous la.

then he went to talk to other ppl whom he does not know.

haiz.

i don't know what's wrong with him but it's quite scary and sad la.

and there was this woman looking at my shirt also.

-_-

siao.

ah well. cutting my hair tmr.

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:53 PM

Thursday, September 14, 2006

today was okay.

had 2 tests.

but i merely studied science yesterday night.

i was really tired though i tried eating and playing dai-di to perk me up.

but it didn't work so i started studying at 8.00.

and yes, i missed miao shou ren xin 3.

but i watched the repeat just now. quite wen xin la.

okok, so science test was alright i guess.

just that time was about appropriate, only had 1-2 min to check.

then later had PE.

wasn't that active today. lol.

but it was really amusing. haha.

like leon pushing the ball from kelvin, lol.

and many others.

but we had some casualties today.

anita and geraldine.

then we had chinese test.

lol, i was reciting the cheng yu during PE.

chinese test was alright.

hopefully.

then later we had the sec 3 combination form.

still unsure of where i wanna go.

i don't want to give it up, even though i did badly for that test.

but...

haiz.

anyway after that went to eat with huiling, xin hui and geraldine.

i'm always eating out for lunch.

all huiling and xin hui's fault. LOL.

(X

okok, but i ate the chee cheong fun and yam cake.

with 2 bowls of ice-kacang (shared).

tmr is the day, i hope to get it over and done with it.

ah well.

leona penned down her thoughts at 5:39 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

okay firstly i wanna say is that can ya'll trust my capability.

i mean, it's okay and good to remind but do you know what is pester.

c'mon, i know what to do and i have to prioritise.

if ya'll are so gan jiong then why not ya'll do it yourself.

i'm just voicing out my opinion alright.

next, in the morn was rather unforgettable i think.

i didn't have anymore money in my ez-link card. and i only had $5 to top up.

so i was thinking, ask ppl for $5 change.

so i one by one go and ask.

and all of them said they don't have change.

then after that i came to this malay boy, and i asked him if he had change. and his girlfriend i think, was staring at me.

-_-, so i also ask her, hopefully don't make her misunderstand anything.

then luckily i met this kind auntie, willing to give me a 50c coin.

THANK YOU.

she's very nice, also thinking about after i take this bus, whether i need to change bus then is willing to give me more money.

but i really appreciated it and i didn't want to take anymore of her money.

then the bus uncle also quite nice la.

willing to let my pay 50c for the ride although it's only 5c short.

but thank you.

then today's assembly was very enjoying. the speaker was rather you mo la.

haha.

can't stand him. lol.

and he talked about anorexia nervosa and bulimia.

kinda scary la, some of the pics.

but it's true, many people are suffering from these kind of problems.

and i thought my hand looked like one of the victims'. lol.

and my nutritional status was below 85.

ah well. i eat more than anyone in class i believe. maybe for girls.

but too bad. lol.

i cannot believe it. till now.

leona penned down her thoughts at 4:45 PM

Monday, September 11, 2006

hey peeps. wahaha.

okay last 3 days had camp so i didn't come online or post.

okay so the camp was alright la.

my groupmates weren't as good as my squadmates. because my squadmates just rock. (:

so i come to realise that actually i have been living in heaven at home and in school.

when i went to camp, i actually come down to the human's world where i see all the ugly sides of them.

people ostracising others, people thinking they're the princess or prince, people being irrespectful, people just thinking they're good in everything etc.

and i was just the 'passer-by', looking at all these things happening.

well so i hate forms. firstly we couldn't do ATF which includes rock climbing etc. because our school did not receive any forms.

then they arranged for us to do kayaking.

and again we were not allowed in the last minute because we're sec 2s and because we didn't have the form to fill up.

-_-

so in the end we went for the maze instead la.

but it was real fun.

1) i was with my squadmates

2) it was adventurous. (:

i mean i'm not trying to be anti-social or anything, but i feel uncomfortable with my groupmates.

like it wouldn't be that fun anymore and people will start showing their ugly sides again.

it's just so depressing sometimes.

but anyway, after that we had jane's. which was rather boring because all we had to do was to stand and hold the rope or sth and cross. -_-

but at least we did something.

ah well.

roll call was very funny.

haha.

my groupmate, this guy.

cos last person had to say 'last man/girl sir'.

he went to say 'last man standing, sir'. LOL.

then li jing even worse. lol.

roll call '1...2...3...4...5...6...7...12!'.

haha.

and anyway sleeping time was rather another story.

first night my groupmates on the opposite tent was so noisy.

'wildboar wildboar' dunno what they talking. -_-

everybody told them to keep quiet but they still talk.

and well... was glad to be back home la, basically.

i keep saying and saying about the camp to my friends and family until i tired to type here. lol.

when we came back from the campsite to the jetty, first thing i went to do was to use the toilet. then drink coke.

lol. so WHOA. hahaha.

then went to eat ice-kacang! ((:

then went home. oh ya, pulau ubin's water tastes odd.

missed my cold water at home and of course home-cooked food.

when i went back home, i slept from 3.15 in the afternoon to today morning 6.10.

lol, straight through without eating dinner.

i today morning somemore cannot wake up.

so tired.

but i'm glad to be back at school la.

the classmates and all. and we talked about IP throughout.

again it's very important to keep in mind that since you already made your choice just go ahead.

and don't regret about it. choose the path that you wanna take and go forward. you're friends and family will support you all the way.

no use keep harbouring the thought about being stressful and all, because stress is unavoidable. it's just how you manage it. how you control it.

and yay for geog results. lol.

i was very stressed before the test.

because i know the other group had 85 for their geog that time, i was determined to get higher.

IN A GOOD WAY LA.

lol. so my hardwork paid off la. haha.

but i was really stressed lor. like whoa 'i must do very well for the test, i must, i must.'

lol, today also went out with xin hui and geraldine.

ate mcs. then talk alot too.

haha.

leona penned down her thoughts at 5:55 PM

Friday, September 08, 2006

am i wrong?

have i all these years been thinking, been jian chi-ing on my stand been wrong?

people are so complicated.

i don't know, i can't use any biao zhun lai heng liang yi ge ren anymore.

it's just so confusing.

i've always thought that people who say vulgarities are bad, are not good, basically.

but my friends, although they speak vulgarities, they're good in many ways.

they're good in their studies, even their character isn't as bad as i thought.

i've always thought that boys who wear those kind of 'in' clothings and have ear holes etc, are pathetic.

i mean look at them, you can't help thinking this way.

but today when i went NTUC and i accidentally dropped my coins, this boy helped me to pick the coins up. from his yu qi, i was thinking he must be a 20+ man.

but he wasn't when i looked back. he was that kind of boy that gives me bad impressions all along.

it's just so confusing.

is there a way to heng liang good ppl, as they seem?

leona penned down her thoughts at 11:04 AM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

ME(:
Your dreams and ambitions are much important for you and you can do everything to fulfill your dreams. Love is much valuable in your life but you always search for someone perfect. You hardly trust someone.
Your friends are really important for you but normally you hide a lot from them.
You are a deep thinker you always study the negative view as well as positive.
You can lead a happy life with a person for whom you care a lot these days.

i think this is very true, so i'm here to share. wahahah.

leona penned down her thoughts at 3:37 PM

am i being indecent?

i don't find that.

it is YOU that cannot resist the temptation, pathetic.

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:06 AM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

realised i don't seem to blog that often already.

okay so yesterday went to school for briefing on ATC.

it seems alright i guess.

then after that went to tampines mall to find for the white shirt and also go and eat la.

YAM CAKE IS SO NICE!! ((:

i recommend ya'll to century square FOOD JUNCTION to eat the chee chong fan + yam cake!

WHOO! ((:

and it only costs $1.80!

TELL ME ABOUT IT. WAHAHA.

lol, ai qing mo fa shi ROCKS. ((:

leona penned down her thoughts at 10:55 AM

Saturday, September 02, 2006

HEY YA'LL.

((:

okay yesterday 14 of us went to VICTORIA CONCERT HALL to watch the concert. (:

now i know that i actually went there before. lol.

without knowing that that is victoria concert hall.

(X

but i didn't go in before la.

but sadly, it didn't give a 'whoa' feeling. (X

it wasn't that grand after all.

but nvm, so they played very well.

but the conductor i think, breathed so loudly. LOL.

very weird.

then ermm... after that we went to walk around.

huiling they all were weird. lol.

i think they are like, fa hua chi.

thinking that they're getting MARRIED!

lol. think too far.

oh ya! we went fullerton hotel. is that the way you spell it?

it's so COOL. i mean how GRAND can it BE! OMG!

lol. first time i went there. can you imagine.

i've lived in Singapore for 14 years, i'd NEVER went in BEFORE!

the turning entrance was so fun. haha.

but if i'm getting married, i wouldn't want to hold it there.

just find that the surrounding is too unfriendly, despite the grandness.

ah well. thinking too far. haha.

but then after that we went home la.

and my dad came to the bus stop to fetch me. (:

YAY. haha.

he was tired la, but he still came.

<3 my family.

at first i felt my outfit was terrible, as my sis was like saying it doesn't match.

but ah well. i don't really have formal clothings.

and my friends weren't very formal either. (X

so it was a great experience. (:

and well, today i've been watching tv, and playing cards.

generally, slacking.

wanted to use the com for history notes, but can't cos my family members were using it, and when i wanted to use it, it hung.

so ah well. shall do it tmr instead.

my sis went to my cousin's house to stay.

i might be bored without her.

(X

and in a about a week's time, i'll be going for camp.

and i've told myself that since i'd chosen this cca, i need to face it.

and i will overcome it.

so GO FORWARD MAN.

leona penned down her thoughts at 8:43 PM