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Friday, December 29, 2006

thank you for being my jing shen zhi zhu.

really thank you.

but i really think what m'am said was very correct.

if you want to change the environment, it'll be never ending.

so instead of trying to change the environment, i should strive to bring my standard higher and make the environment suit my standard.

but again, i really want it my way. and i hope i will get it my way.

so anyway today's orientation was kinda cool. haha.

it isn't as kong bu as the previous year cos at least i'm with my squad. haha.

it's damn scary just standing in front of so many eyes that are looking at you and you're alone.

so i was like HI! and haha. some respond, some like jia zhuang mei you ting jian. so anything lor. haha.

really hope can get more juniors next year.

then we had debrief. and it was GREAT.

haha. we were laughing like mad. bcos we were basically crapping. haha. but it was so comfortable and relaxing so it's really wonderful. (:

okay we talked about some stuff that are quite sensitive. as in. about - [only the sec 2s and sir and m'ams know! (X]

so we're gonna have a farewell party during January. hope it'll be fun. haha.

sometimes, i'm glad i'm in NP. bcos we're really together.

oh and we got our ranks and badges.

i realised i wasn't that happy when i got it. i mean at that moment i was like very excited. but after a while, it came to me that... it doesn't seem like a big deal to others.

but i guess as long as i know and WE know that it's a big deal, i guess it's enough. (:

the holiday's gonna be over soon. but i'm not done with my homework.

i'm always scared of the 1st week of school. this year's different bcos 1- new classmates. i hate that.

2- i can't concentrate. it's always like that. my holiday mood takes time to go away. and it always affects my common test marks. and especially when they hold the greater percentage. -_-.

all in all. i'm just hoping that my wish will come true. please let it come true.

leona penned down her thoughts at 8:39 PM

Thursday, December 28, 2006

i got the worst news ever.

well it's mainly bcos i had great hopes on it. and it was all dashed in moments of seconds.

so well. i'm still trying to accept it. and adapt it.

since it's this case. the more i shld concentrate better on other stuffs instead of thinking about all these kind of things.

you yuan wu fen. :/

but i'll still be myself. and i'll always will. (:

these few days my heels very pain. wah say. bang bang bang.

tmr's the day. the orientation day.

i just hope that we'll remember all the steps then more ppl join our CCA. :l

so anyway tmr must jiayou! can't wait to see the various uni grps perform. haha.

but hope we'll not be THAT bad. haha. must have confidence ah. (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:36 PM

Monday, December 25, 2006

Xmas Stocking

leave a gift for leona

get your stocking

leona penned down her thoughts at 10:37 AM

wo shi yi fu ru zhang fu.

wo bu gan she wang ni neng yuan liang wo, dan wo xi wang ni neng ming bai wo.

it'll stay inside me, but i hope it'll fade away soon.

i'm sorry.

but i hope we won't part bcos of this.

leona penned down her thoughts at 10:25 AM

wo shi yi fu ru zhang fu.

wo bu she wang ni neng yuan liang, dan wo xi wang ni neng ming bai wo.

i guess it's just like that.

it'll always stay inside me, but i hope it'll fade away soon.

i don't want us to part just becos of this.

i'm sorry.

leona penned down her thoughts at 10:13 AM

Sunday, December 24, 2006

i cut my hair. (:

didn't realise it would be this short. and i was so jing zhang when i finally found out halfway through the cutting process.

but nvm, hair will grow. and i cut away those "dead" ends so is like. better maybe? haha.

today went out with vanessa and geraldine.

at first was a class outing. but in the end? not much ppl could go. so suan le. haha.

we'll have our san ren shi jie. (:

so we went orchard road and the lightings weren't as nice as i thought it would be. tampines 1 looks nicer can. -_-

so we looked around. and i guess we were commenting here and there. (X

can't help it! haha.

so we walked around and i wanted to buy the pin. but didn't. was thinking maybe other places would sell. but oh well.

so we bought what we wanted. haha.

vanessa is weird. lol. SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHERE'S THE COUNTER. haha.

had a nice day but a sad ending.

i'm sorry.

leona penned down her thoughts at 10:31 PM

Friday, December 22, 2006

汤圆~

(: christmas is coming! haha.

better go write a letter to santa.

i just want bobby for christmas! (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 1:01 PM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

today my sis came back from her camp. (:

i've started writing christmas cards!

cos there's SO many ppl to send to, some i've decided to send E-cards.

so check them out k? (:

and i realised stamps are so expensive. -_-

1 for 25c is CRAZY! lol.

ppl, congratulate me cos i'm going to finish reading the kite runner today. (:

I MUST k. or else i won't sleep tonight. haha.

last thing to say is: May this christmas bring smiles at your doorstep, joy in your heart and love and togetherness of friends and family in your home! (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:46 PM

Monday, December 18, 2006

i fell.

i felt like blaming the bus driver, the rain, but i realised--- i couldn't hold the handle properly cos of the box. i wanted to put it down on the floor but i was thinking wait for the bus to stop first.

in the end? -_-

i fall nvm, cannot even get up.

then i think so many ppl tried pulling me up. lol.

and there's this guy he say he let me sit instead.

and he was laughing. lol, nvm. at least he let me sit.

then my mum ask me to go and sit with her instead.

and then she was laughing too.

THANKS AH. haiyo.

oh well, today went marine parade to eat lunch with my mum, my sis came along with me.

then we walked around parkway, bought some stuff and then went to popular.

i think the cashiers really work very slowly.

like one customer got 3 workers there settling. walao.

3 workers also so slow. haiz.

take so long la. for goodness sake.

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:54 PM

friday

went to Sentosa with 2bo6. haiz. in the morn was the worst. meet so early then like liu lang jie tou like that. lol.

but nvm laa. we were waiting very long for the bus to the resort. haiz. but the bus quite shu fu la. (X

then the resort was so much smaller than expected. i remember asking yeni the resort got how many levels. she say maybe two.

i go inside the room i was finding for the staircase. lol.

haiz, suan le. then air con also spoil. but not bad la. problem i think is too many ppl in the small room.

then after that we went to take the tram to go Pawalan beach. izzit pawalan?

then realised got no ball, so juncheng went to buy. we went across the bridge thing. and it keeps swaying. omg.

like i try to walk in the centre but i keep moving from left to right. and some ppl keep jumping. -_-.

so it was raining and we started splashing one another. (X

it was fun la, lol. they tried splashing me with my plastic bag. too bad it didn't work! hahaha.

oh so after that we went back to the beach and played captain's ball. hmmmm.... somehow i think it isn't that fun like it used to be. but it was hilarious. haha.

oh and we were teasing ben gan about those girls who wore bikini. lol.

they're really young and they don't mind wearing it. whoa.

but they're westerners mah.

then after that i was writing "wo dao ci yi you" on the sand, and that NGIK HIONG went to say " what if i do this" and she step on the words.

i stopped writing, and pulled her in to the water and splash her. sicko. lol.

then we played volleyball. (:

and vanessa is funny man. thanks for all the sarcasms ah. like nonono, you roll the ball. LOL.

okay so after that walk to VIVO city. talked with vanessa (: somehow it's really relaxing with her. haha.

then leon joined us. so late then come. haiz.

we went VIVO city to eat dinner. at first didn't want to eat. but then i was tempted by SPC's food. RICE!

so go share with chin hwee and buy lor. (:

after that we go home le lor. so long can, the trip to tampines. my leg muscle pull la. haiyo.

oh and i remembered. lol. kelvin said he scared he get raped or sth.

lol. we girls over there laughing can. haha.

sentosa trip not bad la. haha. hope there'll be another outing soon.

though i have to finish my h/w first... :/

saturday

went out with my mum to shop. bought Aussino's bedsheets. (: WHOO!

then also bought other stuff, so heavy. lol.

then my sister came back from her camp. we go and fetch her. lol, my dad was finding for the place all around.

though i went HTA before, i don't know where is it OKAY! so cannot blame me.

glad she came back. (:

but today she go ATC. 4 days later then come back. :/

it's tough but i guess there's always a price to pay for sth in exchange.

leona penned down her thoughts at 11:17 AM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

today went to school.

did the 3D model. actually about halfway i guess.

well, we talked and teased and threw at each other etc.

so tmr is the day. i guess many have been waiting for.

well, all the best!

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:39 PM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Instructions
(1) put ur music player on shuffle
(2) press forward for each question
(3) use the song title as the answer for ur qsn, even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!!
(4) tag 6 people to do this =)

1.How are you feeling today?
把爱放开-FIR
ermmm... half half?

2.will you get far in life?
牡丹江-nan quan ma ma
hmmm. not much sense. lol. but err... i will, i will. (:

3.how do your friends see you?
白色羽毛-Rui En
quite true i guess? (X 比较保守and 单纯 maybe? lol.

4.will you get married?
真实- zhang hui mei
well, hope it isn't true cos this song is abit sad that love isn't reality. [爱为何这样的讽刺]

5.what is your best friend's theme song?
自己-Coco Lee
ermmm... don't understand. haha. guess it's just herself? so bad. lol.

6.what is the story of your life?
诗水蛇山神庙-Xu Hui Xin
quite nice though. haha. hope it's true. (X

7.what was primary school like?
On My Way-Kelly Poon
i guess it means on my way to bigger things in life? haha.

8.how can you get ahead in life?
第九夜-CoCo Lee
kinda meaningful. abit of memories kinda thing. but again is talking about relationships. maybe?

9.what's the best thing about your friends?
我相信- Yang Pei An
they believe in me? haha.

10.what song describes you?
I Still Believe- Vivien & Gary
quite true quite true. haha.

11.describe your grandparents?
飞行部落- FIR
LOL. weird.

12.how is your life going?
Perhaps love- Goong
hmmm... this song rocks but i don't understand the relation between this song and the qns.

13.how does the world see you?
Pray-Hunter X Hunter Greed Island OVA
??

14.will you have a happy life?
Aeng Mu Sae-Goong
Is this how you spell in the first place. nvm, ermmm... don't really know the meaning of the song though it's very nice.

15.what does your friend really think of you?
If we were a movie-Hannah Montana
i feel flattered. lol. guess it'll be fun and joy altogether with us around. (:

16.do people secretly lust after you?
You Give Me Wings-Hady Mirza
err... no link.

17.how can i make myself happy?
水晶蜻蜓-Nan Quan Ma Ma
hmmm... i guess so? haha.

18.what should you do with your life?
Forever Love- Wang Lee Hom
haha. not a bad thing, but i guess it depends.

19.will you ever have children?
死了都要爱- Yang Pei An
ermmm... does it answer and qns? shld be la...

20. What song will they play at your funeral?
瘦瘦的-Liang Jing Ru
LOL. so qiao.

1) Michelle Yio
2) Ng Ray Seen
3) Leon Tan
4) Sim Poh Chun
5) Tee Ngik Hiong
6) Teh Ying Zhi

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:18 PM

Monday, December 11, 2006

today afternoon was a wasted trip.

worst of all, i was perspiring SO MUCH all the way. -_-

what's wrong with the sun.

then after that i watched shi xiong di again.

and it never fails to make me cry. haiz.

after watching the show, i got no mood to do anything. basically bcos my mind is still in the show.

oh well. nvm. today got 8&9 o'clock shows to watch! (:

HOHOHO. today 我梳了一个发技! lol.

just had the urge to do something with my hair. (X

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:09 PM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

i watched jin zhi yu nie to finish up to remaining discs the days before.

it never fails to make me feel touched man. haiz.

and then i watched yu yong xian ren. (:

WHOO! haha. it rocks. GO ZHOU RI QING! haha.

today i woke up early to go with my mum to the market.

i knew i shld cos my 2nd sister went for camp so if i don't go with her my mum will be alone.

and i realise it isn't so bad after all. haha.

although i use to go with my mum to the market last time, but lately i'd just go with her for breakfast.

but then again, i feel very glad going with her to the market. haha. and more energetic! (:

so they went Ikea today. i didn't go.

as i said was watching yu yong xian ren. (X

and they bought a chair to put in my room. -_-

is like, quite no use la. cos i don't use a chair to sit and study. i sit on my bed then the table like that.

then my sis want it and she was like so excited about it. but she doesn't even do her work on the table can. much less use a chair. haiz.

but suan le. maybe it's useful...?

oh i heard they went escape today. haha.

wish they had fun. (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:36 PM

Thursday, December 07, 2006

today went to marine parade with chin hwee, huiling. then after that xinhui joined us.

they were practically complaining very hungry the moment we arrived.

then we went yoshinoya to eat. the ice-cream is abit. not so nice. haha.

but before that we walked around.

next time, we shldn't go out to shop. or even do window-shopping.

cos they're not good targets! haha. but it's great going out with them to eat. just eating. (:

then we also ate the ice-cream. quite nice haha. don't have the minty kind of "ni" weir.

i miss outside school's ice-cream uncle. those days when we always go home together.

oh well. so after that i went popular.

practically stayed there for around 1h +. lol.

wanted to buy a notebook, but no money. and my sis didn't read my sms.

and the books i wanted there also don't have.

i guess the popular ppl are rather.. ermm... they try to do their jobs especially when the parents are rather... unbearable. but i guess their attitude is abit. hmmm. not so good. but whatever the case is, WHEN WILL I FIND MY CI YU SHOU CE! :/

find find find also don't have. eeyer.

oh well. so next outing--> SENTOSA! (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 8:48 PM

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

do clothes tell one's character?

i was troubled this afternoon by this. somehow...

anyway this guy YANG PEI AN he can sing very high notes! omg. lol.

wo xiang xin-- nice song. (:

watched jinzhiyunie again. oh that show's the best man.

oh but i don't believe it exists. i believe even if you love someone, there's always a limit.

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:10 PM

Monday, December 04, 2006

today went to popular to see if the books are out.

also shun bian pass valerie the "circle of friends" book which was so thick. lol.

then ermm... in the end only managed to buy social studies book. cheapest of all the books bought man. whoo!

then i also bought other 2 guide books la.

then we also went to find other books that were thinner. then take less time.

"the five people i meet in heaven" is nice and is quite thin. but no money to rent or buy. :/

so nvm, shall stick to the kite runner.

actually it's very interesting but it's thick. lol.

i guess i'm so ma fan but it's the time constraint!

but nvm, jiayou. haha. oh then ermmm... was checking out on the beijing bag and found these.

reminds me of beijing la. the ya xiu jie. omg. i hate those people who sell the stuff. they cheat. lol.

but well... it's just the way they run the businesses.

this 1 i cannot remember where la. but still, it's in my bag.

i got the habit of not using stuff to maintain the memory. like the bag i brought to beijing, i won't use it unless i'm going with 2b or stuff like that. weird? dunno. haha.

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:46 PM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

okay so yesterday went to Tampines Ikea.

it's really quite big. also don't know where they get spare land to build this. lol.

but it's still not very nicely renovated abit. as in the place where you go up the escalators and stuff.

and people walk so slowly on the escalator, you will get like stuck at the head of it. argh.

but anyway, show y'all what i picked.

cannot really see but it's a clock that's like a globe. SO COOL RIGHT! (x

btw this pic i was already at home lol.

so anyway, i met bobby. i wanted to bring it home but i couldn't. SO SAD!

but nvm, i will bring it home on christmas. haha. (:

so then we walk walk walk then ermmm... the usual stuff lor. but alexandra 1 like more varieties la.

but the cafeteria very big. alot of tables and chairs. but as you know, the bigger the space, the more the people.

so is like wait quite long then got space to sit lor.

ate rice with curry chicken! (: and it's the chicken i like. hohoho. haha.

but so full laa.

then ermm... continue to walk, then saw some christmas decos.

My sister beside the christmas tree. HA.

My mummy and my 2nd sis (:

oh and the warehouse is like. WHOA.

more zhuang guan then wan li chang cheng can. lol.

i don't know i was taken. lol. anyway, ya look at those stuff there. all the products. whoa. haha.

yup, so go ikea now more fang bian cos it's at TAMPINES AVE 10. (:

somemore got shuttle bus leh. but very very crowded. that day me and my mum, my 2 sisters took cab to and fro. haha.

oh just now my mum said, " i better sleep now, later your father snore." lol.

she somemore say she wanted to sleep upside down. so bad. haha.

just now dinner had laksa then i saw this bowl so dry. then cos my sister eat finish le so i thought that bowl was hers.

so i was like, " whoa jie, you pro ah. eat finish the soup, the food so dry like haven't cooked yet like that."

then she say that wasn't hers. the other bowl which was full of soup then was hers. so i was like. "whoa? you drain the soup ah?" hahaha.

she started laughing like siao. cos the dried 1 the bowl not hers. it was my maid's. thanks ah. cheh.

i didn't know lorr. haha.

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:13 PM

while i was reading 三国演义, read these two lines.

貂蝉是天下少有的美女 & 貂蝉美似天上下凡仙女.

and i was sucking the orange while reading. read these two lines i choke 2 times. lol.

don't know why also leh. 貂蝉 reminds me of jinzhiyunie the maid. then they say she very pretty is like. lol.

oh i went ikea yesterday. wait till i get the pics then i post about it. (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 4:28 PM

Friday, December 01, 2006

i dreamt of money dream again!

i dreamt that i saw the biology matters, chemistry matters book at home

then i was like so jing zhang cos i didn't check if my sis had those books.

then i go and buy already, is like 浪费钱. then the money was my dad's. later he angry that i didn't check then go buy, waste money.

but then now i wake up, i realise i'm weird. lol.

my sis don't have those books at all laaa.

and maybe my dream was at my room where i put those books on the shelf. lol.

自己吓自己. (X

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:12 AM