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Saturday, March 29, 2008

the shopping day with ngik hiong = terror.

totally OMG. lol.

seriously, tee ngik hiong can be super wishy-washy.

not that i'm not and i understand how it feels like to just want to find something oh-so-perfect.

but yeah, thing is, that's not the problem.

though it took ages just to find something she really wants and likes, cos all she went was "no, i don't like, hai hao lah, so weird! DON'T WANT" that kind of thing. but it's okay lah.

the problem was, she found something she likes, and i think it's really nice, but then she was so wishy-washy about whether she wants to buy it.

i know cos she doesn't know what she can match with it and she might regret that kind of thing, but HELLO? you should buy and see what MATCHES with it! since it's sooooo difficult for you to find something you like, and it's cheap and it actually quite matchable!

PLUS, someone said, a mere approximate 2 cm heeled shoe is SUPER HIGH! omg... 救我...

haha, oh well. but overall it was still okay lah. (: the salesgirls were kind of -_- with us i guess. lol. WHOSE FAULT?! (X

and in fact, i don't mind all the walking, though i just keep yawning. haha.

& i think i'm really fortunate lah.

cos, i realise we do almost everything with each other. haha. special stuff. (:

有人说过,＂就算拍很多照片，也未必记得了当中的回忆．所以就算没有照片，至少把回忆存在心里，这样，这样，更有价值．＂

the meaning is there, but the words are sort of edited. haha.

but i think, it's quite true lah. (:

anyway, 我今天也满载而归哦！haha. 这个嘛，也要谢谢ngik hiong. (: 所以我们扯平咯！

& today, omg. in the morning, cos i woke up late, thinking that i wouldn't sleep till like 12+ but i did. 还好ngik hiong 叫我妹妹叫醒我，if not, i think i'll sleep till VERY late. haha.

then after i brush my teeth then wash my toothbrush right, it dropped into the toilet bowl. -_-.

super drama.

omg.

haha. i tried to see what i can use to pick it up, but then there weren't anything.

and i couldn't possibly ask someone else to take it for me. that'll be too -.

so i took it myself. with my bare fingers.

and i WASHED MY FINGERS THOROUGHLY MAN.

wahsay. haha.

then i realised, i'm really a 穷光蛋 lah. walao. seriously 没什么钱．

没钱到，我真的要用我从我的angbao 里拿的$20 NOTE, i repeat NOTE and save 的钱 out okay! omg.

超心痛！

hai. sad ah.

but okay lah. bought some stuff? 也算...挺开心的咯！ haha.

past few weeks have been staying up quite late lah. hai.

you know 我多怕我眼睛会因为这样而出现那个红红的肿肿的东西．:/

but 老天也待我不薄啦. haha.

yup, 所以，郭艳萍加油哦！(:

sunny girl, haha.

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:09 PM

Saturday, March 22, 2008

today had the campcraft competition.

here are some photos?

:D

although at the end... it was rather... below what we expected, but still, great job to campcraft people! (:

i was seriously very 紧张 when the problem arised. cos the nylon string was too thick, then we couldn't raise up our flag.

i was like, " UP! UP! GO UP! COME ON! PUT THE FLAG UP! 快点快点！" that kind of thing?

whoa.

but still. it was still a good experience lah.

took quite alot of other photos, but haha. shall not upload all of them here.

check out my friendster and/or msn dp? :D

yup, then ermm... cos today 满难得get to get hold of the camera, so i was practically taking alot of photos. (X

haha. be it on the bus, at HTA, etc.

AND OH. ON THE BUS. omg. damn funny.

you know the coach, 不是有那个chair lor, then i want to push back mah, cos it's quite uncomfortable lah.

then i ask my friend how to adjust.

then she was like telling me, yours spoil le lah, (+ meddling with the thing). then here comes TEE NGIK HIONG with her SMART idea. LOL.

you know what she did?

she pushed back the arm rest thing.

-_-.

thinking that i was asking how to push it back.

like LOL?

omg. i was laughing hysterically.

then our CHAIRPERSON, michelle YIO~

wanted to do something IMPACTFUL or SIGNIFICANT, by 套ing the poncho over her head and asked me to take a photo of her. LOL.

:D

haha, okay lah. on the whole, it was enjoyable on the bus.

but i realised...

it didn't seem that enjoyable compared to last time.

i mean we used to sing songs etc, like totally HIGH lah. but well...

maybe it's bcos of the competition? or...?

hai, nevertheless, after that we went to eat lunch.

omg, YUMMY OMELETTE RICE!

SEE BELOW! :D

does it make you feel like eeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttiiiiinnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg? :D

lol. i see a very long red dotted line below my word. haha.

(psst. ngik hiong, you don't get it, nvm) haha.

all thanks to my pro photographic skills right! (: RIGHT NG RAYSEEN? haha.

yup, so we went century square to eat that lah. haha. quite long didn't go there eat le leh.

then anyway, ermmm... after that went swensen's to eat. cos ngik hiong owed us a treat of EARTHQUAKE and 那么巧，me, lijing, rayseen and ngik hiong are here together. so we decided to just go and eat lo! (: kind of impromtu but, haha.

yanling came with us too (:

then yup, at first went century square's swensen's... but it was totally PATHETIC!

hai. so we went to changi airport's instead. (:

changi airport, my LOVE! :D haha. T1 and T2. haha.

yup, then we took much more photos etc. haha.

so... it was 爽 lah. to eat ICE-CREAM~ haha.

but it's... kind of...

hmm... makes it insignificant le lor... since... usually i go swensen's eat earthquake is for birthdays. and is like. WHOA kind of thing? cos usually 很难得才吃的.

yup, but it was an above average day?

but... hmm... :/

leona penned down her thoughts at 5:29 PM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

oh my GOSH. someone got 28.5 for CHEM! argh.

(X okay.

so anywayyyyy

yesterday.

studied amath throughout. in fact i've been studying it continuous over 3-4 days.

okay lah, the test. hope for the best! *TWIST* i can't afford to score - for that test. if not, i'm totally screwed for my amath grade.

JIAYOU 郭艳萍！(:

okay, so then... yesterday slept at 12.30am like that lah.

omg.

now my 状态不是很好.

hah, but oh well. it's the last day of the week! (: HOORAY!

OHOHOH.

you know during PE today. cos i ate recess mah, then right after recess is PE.

then is like.

we ended up running don't know how many rounds. -_-

i think 10 over rounds?

like walao. my stomach was like. whoa, don't know how to describe lah.

总之, it's kind of scary, cos i scared i get 盲肠炎or sth.

so 以后最好不要吃recess before PE liao.

but the thing is right, if i don't eat, how am i going to 熬 through the next 2 periods before the 2nd recess?

而且second recess is super short de lah. hai.

怎么办？

and my spots seem to reappear again. hai.

but 不用怕！i got the cream for it. haha. cos the last trip i went to see the doctor i ask for one tube in case.

don't know why it reappeared again leh. hai. nevermind lah, 小心就好.

then hmmmm... next 3 weeks i got 3 tests each week. tell me this rocks? lol.

nevermind, get into the mood of studying man. & actually, this　也会是一种享受吧. haha. (:

don't think i'm weird. but even if you think so, i guess, weird = leona. (: but weirdly special. :D

leona penned down her thoughts at 3:31 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

oh my oh my oh my.

si jia totally rocks man.

like her voice is damn good? haha. :D

you know her face looks kind of boyish, but then her voice 又流露出她的女人味. MY GOODNESS!

you know i watch her act in the show right, i think she's just - lor.

i mean, cos her voice ah, when she speaks a bit -.

but omg just now she sing right, totally blew me away.

and it's quite envious lah. that she can realise her dream at such a young age?

hai. and she's talented. (: 羡慕... 又很想多认识她. but haha. errrmmm~ ><

wanted to tell her that her singing was superb, like if i pass by her or sth. haha. 我应该在幻想吧. (X but seriously, omg. 好想save 在com 里面听leh. haha.

so anyway, today was... okay lah. physics lab and bio lab right after next.

but this makes the day pass faster lo. haha.

tmr's amath common test! JIAYOU LEONA! you can do it! (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 3:21 PM

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

yesterday was SUUUUUUUUPERRRRRRBBBBB! :D

sunday i was excited to go to school. haha. don't know why. (:

then monday had mentoring.

after that we went by chang cheng and had PPC! :D

omgomg, on the way we were TOTALLY laming around. 超LOL.

rayseen went like, "ideal, ideal..."

then she went "ideal weather"

so i went, "ideal if ah". omg LOL.

only the smart people understand man. (:

then they were like discussing about the tammy tay thing. saying she's popular in 85. haha.

aiyoyo, then i tell you, the pao pao cha themselves are SUPER lame.

"跟谁结婚最辛苦？"

guess?

answer is: "莉莉"

you know why? "粒粒皆辛苦"

LOL. i was laughing like mad.

yanling was drinking her pao pao cha and almost spurted it out. hahaha.

another one, "男生和女生谁先出生？"

answer? "男生"

why?

因为他们都叫先生. LOLLOLLOL.

it was a great great time lah. haha.

OH! and during mentoring it was super funny. haha.

laughing at lijing and her AHEM~. and then laughing about the HRC thing. LOL.

cos lijing fell down without grabbing the pole thing. then me and jiamin were like saying, if have video right, can see the BOUNCED UP effect. LOL. omgomgomg. freaking funny. hahaha.

aiyoyo. it was a great day lah. haha. 挺久没有这么开心，这么笑咯. but nevermind lah. (: at least i'm happy now! :D

i think this is the only happy post that i've written ever since i've become moody. haha. so, CONGRATS TO ME! :D

haha. and li jing? you look like THAT GUY! 兄妹俩. LOL.

leona penned down her thoughts at 2:48 PM

Friday, March 14, 2008

i realised i've been letting people down.

i...

i don't know why.

i feel bad and all, but.

hai.

i can only say? sorry.

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:25 PM

Thursday, March 13, 2008

yesterday went for recee!

at first 还没怎么想去...　cos it was raining etc.

but oh well...

in the end it was okay lah.

took some photos. haha. (:

at the keramat there were SO MANY pigeons! haha, scary.

then it was raining, when we were at the archaeological excavation exhibition. and the lighting there was sensor kind. so we waited there around half an hour for the rain to stop and Shheena rawksss. LOL.

then like after some time 我们只是呆呆地站在那里. then the lightings went off. so i did the calf raisers and the light came back again! :D

lol. lame lame.

then we used the brochures there and walk through the rain.

wah say. we use until the brochures 烂去了啦！haha. like, L-I-T-E-R-A-L-L-Y. haha.

so overall it was okay lah. haha.

i was somemore dreaming about walking through the fort canning park with the leaves above with my other partner. LOL. dream dream. haha.

cos the weather there was nice lah. humid humid, with that cooling sensation? haha.

anyway whou i tell you, yesterday had SO many things happening.

而且想到昨天，　好像在做梦似的. haha.

but still, really glad. (:

woke up super early today. haha. just hope for the best ba! (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:41 AM

Monday, March 10, 2008

i'm into the television-mood again.

at least, watching my dvds cheer me up? haha.

well... today had physics supplementary class.

it was okay lah. haha.

though i really dragged myself to school today. it's like. man, i've to get up, bathe, take bus, take mrt, walk walk WALK all the way up the hill to school. -_-.

physics.

but oh well. it was so bad, since nothing really affected my mood.

but right now, i really feel lost.

我终于体会到. 人曾经说过的话, 可以不做.让我觉得... 自己好天真. 居然, 还会觉得, 有一线希望. 但不要紧, 反正我也没依赖多少.

也许是报应吧. 就当作, 是我欠你们的. 我现在, 还给你们.

我... 不知道, who else can i turn to.

我警告, 不要再跟我说一些你不能履行的"承诺".

就算我多不守信用也好, 我也绝对不会拿这种事儿开玩笑. 所以, 同样的, 不要让我痛.

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:03 PM

Saturday, March 08, 2008

你说的话在我心中生了根
爱得很深所以心很疼
记忆在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨
只怕再问对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉另外一个人
我等等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候比较真
太多疑问知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子

this lyric really portrays how i feel.

爱, 有很多不同的方面. 今年的十六岁, 我谈的是, 朋友的爱.

leona penned down her thoughts at 5:21 PM

Thursday, March 06, 2008

past few days have been studying for tests. rushing with time.

yesterday was a total BWUAH to me, cos, i was practically tired. and i had to rest, cos the whole body system is just telling me that its shutting down, so just bom. sleep.

haha, and today was the chemistry common test. well, the topics are not that new, so it was okay for the studying part lah. though i guess i rushed through the topics. didn't study it thoroughly, but i thought the paper was okay.

until i realised some mistakes here and there, but nevermind. haha. still happy that it's over! (: and i think it won't be that bad lah. haha. *hopefully*

saturday is the 1st class drill test already. kind of fast i think. to me lah.

as in, i don't really have the 心理准备yet, and cos drills wise, 我们很久没有练了嘛... 感觉上会有点儿生疏，然后也没什么信心. hai.

and i don't know what's wrong with my eyelid. man, it's weird.

but hah, nevermindddd.

tmr's the last day of the term, then it'll be the march holidays and another start of a whole new term for us to rush rush rush again.

not that we want to, but yeah.

hope tmr's 成绩单won't disappoint me! though i know that my amath is screwed and i got a B3 for my combined humans. i still hope, that it'll be a single digit?

*TWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWIST*

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:03 PM

Saturday, March 01, 2008

i guess it's how she makes friends.

not that i'm blaming, but...

if you think that you two are very very good friends, then don't treat other friends almost to that same standard then "kick" them away.

we're not robots.

we don't have immediate buttons to switch.

我发觉, 自己太高估自己了.

以为自己能够克服, 但原来还是无法过关.

我不需要你的鼓励. 因为, 你只会在我不愉快的时候出现. 你所谓的鼓励, 还是留给别人吧.

我, 不一样. 我真的要跳出来. 不想成为硬挤进去的多余.

leona penned down her thoughts at 5:27 PM