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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

You are most like:

You are Purple

You are vibrant and strong, and often associated with royalty. Your power may cause other a little discomfort at time, but only because they are weaker than you.

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leona penned down her thoughts at 7:32 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

You are most like:

Fresh Picked Apple

Your the image of perfection - shiny and perfectly smooth on the outside, bit crispy and clean on the inside.
No wonder teacher's pets give them apples!

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leona penned down her thoughts at 7:23 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

quite long ago, my family celebrated my uncle's birthday at safra sakura. kind of disappointed with the cakes there. not as good as what i thought, and what i had expected. but oh well. then they went to play bowling. but before that, they played billard, or is that what you call it? oh well.

this is my younger sister. haha, she's playing it and she's quite good! (:
you know sometimes i admire her. i don't know if it's because she's of a young age or something, but sometimes, she's just more daring than i am. and probably less bothered about how other people look at her. more like face problem. but oh well. i really think, this is something i don't have, the courage, the, well. just the real her that, probably, i don't know lah. just, xian mu ta ba. haha. (:

er jie. (: haha, cos i was using the cam then she just go ahead and give me the, "WHAT YOU WANT?!" kind of look. lol. (x <3 my sister (:

that day my eye started to get swollen. next day also. but oh well. on off de lah. but don't know why suddenly grow again after quite some time.

yup, then yesterday my school commemorated racial harmony day. had already wanted to wear the ethnic costume quite, long ago. but then i really, realised that probably the whole level of sec 4s, or even the whole school's not wearing. i could totally imagine that, it'll be really weird and awkward...?

but i had to wear it no matter what. even if i wanted to 打退堂鼓. cos my mum 挺辛苦才帮我借到的啦. 她的朋友也花了不少心思. so, 无论如何也得穿. 不然, 我妈不会放过我. lol. but in the first place, i wanted to wear it. cos, 这四年in ahs, 我都没有穿过. 以前primary school 每年都会穿de okay. haha, every year chinese qi pao though. so this year wanna try something new. :D i never try wearing other race's ethnic costume mah. haha. then the one my mum got quite fitting somemore. (: i took a cab in the morning to school. on the way, whoa say. see nobody wear at all lah. -_-. then i saw ngik hiong getting down her father's car. then i wanted to call out her name. but she's quite far, then abit weird lah. then i tried walking quickly. but my dress abit, difficult for me to do that. so yeah. but in the end? i used my paper bag and SCARE HER. WAHAHA. :D

at the beginning, i was the only person in class that wore. but oh well. haha.

yan zhao said 2 cheng yus, but i couldn't catch the first one. lol. too cheeeeem le. but the other one was something like, qing lang tuo su or something. (x thanks ah. :D huiling 讲我这样像淑女neh~ (x but she added, i looked like a malay cos of my skin colour. THANKS AH. haha.

poh chun says i look like ms noriff. is that the way you spell her name? haha, THANKS AH. haha. (x okay lah. overall i looked okay right? haha. kelvin loo says i got the attention. cos i'm kind of like, the only one wearing. oh well. haha.

at least mrs chiew says i'm sporting? (: but the rest later on then wear lah. look at the pictures?

i must say, li pin 挺讲意气的leh. cos, 她的皮肤比较敏感, then the costume also quite dirty, but cos the rest wanted her to wear then she relented. (:

before the assembly i was rather 气. but i shall not say about it here. oh well. just felt, hai, suan le.

but this year's racial harmony day is kinda cool. (: enjoyed myself. haha. the little girl quite talented leh. really. (: and she sings not bad leh. haha. and she looks real confident in talking in front of so many people. haha. cool cool. 我被吸引住了worh~! (x

yup, this is the rest of my classmates that wore the clothes. haha. i looked weird in this pic lah. tsk. haha.

TOOK WITH NP PEEPS! :D cool neh? such a great thing that they wore too. haha. cos of their class thing lah. haha. but nice leh~! (: wah say. jiamin wear heels somemore nehhhhh~ haha. cool cool. i had to 拉她们一起拍照somemore you know! haiyoyo. haha. wanling somemore already wearing her skirt. lol. but it's okay! (: thanks for the co-operation ah! haha. must take at least one mah. 留做纪念. next time where got chance to wear like that and take photo? hor?

i don't know why, but i like taking photos with ashley tong. ARE YOU FEELING H-O-N-O-U-R-E-D? :D haha. cool cool eh? (: but my taking skills suck lah. haha. (only for 2 people, that is) haha. aiyoyo. must see ashley tong's 身材man. like vase sia! tsk tsk tsk. haha. (x SO THIN!

yup, last but not least... (: ME IN MY BAJU KEBAYA! :D i like the words baju kebaya. haha. think it's very nice. LOL.

still didn't regret wearing lah. though at first 是挺尴尬的. but oh well. (: must push away "peer pressure". HOR? (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:35 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

i shall talk about some happy things first. (:

yesterday went for cip.

well... maybe to other people, it's quite boring, or slack-y, but to me, it's really quite enjoyable. (:

i guess, it's kind of, being involved 的感觉 that made me feel that, my existence is there? and i could lend a helping hand lah. (:

though, it's not completely so, but i still think, everybody working together is kinda cool. (x

but my work wasn't very tiring, cos i went with cuijian to the other corner, and we didn't really collect much newspapers lah.

oh i remember, there was this malay woman, cos i thought she could kinda speak english, but oh well. apparently i guess she's the only one left at home, and she used a mosquito piack piack thing, what you call that?

总之呢, 就是跟我说了一堆, 我听不懂的话. but she's kinda friendly lah. and i feel sympathetic cos, she can't really walk easily? in a sense, she walk like, 很辛苦 like that lah. 我看了, 我也不忍心看她走向我跟我说话. but it's nice meeting you. (:

ermmmm... then i realised, most of the people here are quite nice. (: so... it was a good cip experience lah. haha.

most of the time i was helping to 包那些报纸. quite cool to tie them though, haha. cos look neat like that lah. :D but you'll get dirty with the black black marks.

amazingly, when you just get into the spirit of cip-ing, you won't mind being dirty or something. haha.

cos usually, i really don't like to touch the newspapers at home? cos your fingers will be black. probably that's one of the reason why i don't really read newspapers.

but it's like, i didn't mind at all there. haha. in fact, sometimes my eyes are sensitive to the newspaper kind of ermmm... 就是眼睛会有点痒还是什么啦. those people that know should be able to understand. haha. so, i was quite afraid to read newspapers also. sometimes in school, i also don't really want to touch them, when my eyes feel itchy.

but yesterday, this didn't really occur to me. more like, i didn't even think that, my eyes will be sensitive or something. 都把它抛到脑后了! haha. but 老天待我不薄啦. 所以才没事. 不然就很麻烦了. haha.

yup, we started joking around. lol. it was quite hilarious. cos we had to help bring those newspapers up the truck. then the guys were helping to put them there lah. so we kind of did a human chain, the girls pass to the guys like that lah.

then wai wai was carrying a stack of newspapers, then ben tan started putting his stack on him, so i also put mine on his lah, and went like, "谢谢你哦!" (x haha. he was like, nonononono! cannot already cannot already! haha. you should have seen the way he tries to carry all of them. haha. (x

then comes miao qian, she was holding 2 separate stacks of newspapers on both hands respectively. then she was like, wah, so heavy~ then me and michelle help her take. then i was like, whoa miao qian, 好重worh~ while carrying it as though it's really light. haha.

then she was trying to explain herself, saying hold the string like that then heavy. but i went, "it's okay! it's okay! don't need to explain le! it's okay!" hahaha. 她被我这么一说, went like, "no~! eee!" or something. lol. (x

yup, so overall, quite fun lah? haha. people were riding on trolleys somemore. haha. then we took some class photos together. then we were dismissed lo. (: oh yeah. gotta thank 李老师 for all the help. (: she helped to wrap the newspapers too. haha. 还挺热心公益的啊! :D

so after that, i met up with tee ngik hiong. wanted to go home at first, but in the end didn't feel like it, cos, just one stop and then i have to head home. just kinda bored about it. so decided to eat first then go home lah. i was already tempted when i see LONG JOHN SILVER! :D

cool cool. haha. 现在想起来又想吃. 可能是因为我现在饿了吧. haha. and my kitchen is cooking something fried. haha. 有所幻觉哦... (x

yup, then i saw alot of ahs students, mostly 4H and 4K. though there were people in 4F in long john silver too.

saw dawn, yeni, xin hui, leon too. (: it feels great that, they still say hi to you rather enthusiastically. haha. 好高兴哦! :D

yup, then talked about some stuff, like we always do. haha. (: okay lah.

then went around walking, cos ngik hiong wanted to. then walk walk walk, 1st went to this shop that sells necklaces, earrings etc. not bad leh. haha. i was tempted to buy, but no money! haha. the lady is quite nice too. (: she said bye to us when we walked away. haha.

then went to this, 充满华族文化的店铺. i was attracted to the 铜钱s. haha. they look real cool! :D wanted to buy, but $3 for 3, which is one set. quite expensive lah. haha. chatted with the auntie in the shop too. haha. she asked me if i know what's it for. then i say i don't know. so i asked her, and she say put in the wallet then will always have money. so i say, 那应该放进我爸爸的皮夹子里. haha. then 就永远都会有钱咯! (x the auntie laughed. haha.

then i saw the 金算盘. haha, quite cool. remember got this show, 牛郎织女, the 财神比干也用那个金算盘. haha. that's why i was attracted to it mah. then the auntie say, if your maths not good ah, then you put this beside you or something, then you can solve your problems. so i gave it to ngik hiong. and she looked at me, and say, "walao~!" hahaha. 开玩笑啦hor! haha.

the shop is kinda cool. like alot "古代" chinese stuff. haha. got some, statue, not really statue, but don't know how to say lah. it's like, those 狮子you find outside temples? haha, then got 玉佩 ah, 玉坠 ah 什么的. haha, but i saw one blue one. quite cool! :D

then those 玉 right, reminds me of those 古代shows that i watched. haha. darn cool! :D

i saw the 葫芦also. my house have leh! haha. but 我家的比较残旧啦. but like that 更有古代气息right? :D

so we went off, and then i said, auntie bye bye! 谢谢你啊! haha, then she also said byebye and 不谢 or something. haha. :D the auntie is nice too. (:

我今天遇到的人啊, 都很友善. (: 可能是因为我心情好, 又可能是因为这样, 我才心情好吧. haha. :D

这就叫温情满人间! :D

then after that, i had to go to the safari thing? cos ngik hiong wanted to go. you know lah, she's just a pet lover.

at first 还无所谓leh. cos i thought the animals will just be in cages, then just walk around and see lo. we were looking at some fishes, like the male guppies etc. whoa, got a few the tails got pattern one ah, then the yellow and black one i think quite scary leh. haha.

if i'm a fish i'll be scaredddddd. but i'm not, but i'm still scared. lol.

ahem. so, while we were walking around, then got one dog suddenly come towards our side. OH MY GOSH. i was like, practically hopping around, pulling ngik hiong in front of me as my 挡箭牌. and you know what she said? "SO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE". please. 杀了我吧. 什么朋友嘛?! 我吓得半死, 她根本不理我. HERH.

whoa say. i was like, "I GOTTA GET OUT OF HERE!" crapppppppp. haha.

oh well. but in the end, didn't lah. then went to see the dogs in the CAGES.

i think chi hua hua is 可爱的 lors! the name also 很可爱. haha. i remember got this song, dum dum dum dum dum~ CHI WAH WAH! lol. 总之, 就是很可爱啦. and i realised, 很多动物的毛真的很毛. lol. 特别是白色的毛. they look like carpet when they lie down okay. haha.
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then got this dog super active, very hyper. 我真的觉得它好像克过药似的. he keeps hitting the metal cage, so i say, "你不要再做垂死挣扎了." hai. anyway i realised, older women, also like to look at dogs. it's weird. i mean, i thought only 小孩子才会喜欢这种猫猫狗狗.

oh well, then we went to the shopping mall again, by going OUT of that place then turning one round and into the shopping mall. i don't want to see anymore DOGS running AROUND!

and we saw this shop, :O we almost missed it actually, but 多亏我眼睛敏锐, 才没有错失这么好看的店铺. the atmosphere there is SO NICE. everything is probably hand-drawn, hand-painted. that's why it's relatively expensive. but it's worth it! 一分钱一分货嘛right. haha.

i'm so in love with the teddybear portrait. SO NICE... omgomgomg. then there's LOTS of stuff that's very nice. there's a wine-bottle like thing, then the outside is the map of the monopoly game? so cool.

then there's like, the cooking utensils stuff, with drawings and paintings on it. very nice. :D

but alot of these things are to decorate the house one lah. like the welcome 牌, cupboards, clocks etc. i remember got one clock very nice, but i can't remember how it looks like now. -_-. haha, nevermind.

I SAW A BAG THAT'S SUPER NICE! OMG... it's like, gives me the warm feeling, a bit old old kind of pattern, design, but SUPERB. :D

i don't mind my 盖被to be like that! :D

then i saw this 盒子. 也很好看! the feel it gives is very western, but, very nice at the same time. lol. whoa, i realised, i just keep saying the word nice. you know why? cos it's really 难以用言语来形容啊! :D

i guess this shop is probably the most no. of times me and ngik hiong actually have the same views. haha. HOORAY.

i forgot what's the shop name though. now i think back ah, it's like, i go there 主持节目like that leh. (X

cool cool. haha. then got that kind of effect, whoaaaaaa. amazing! :D

the song there also very nice. so sweet. but whoa say, the shop opposite ah, but the pop song so loud, 吵死人. cannot even like, peacefully hear the song and enjoy the atmosphere there. not that the pop songs not nice to hear, but it's like, just, interrupting the feeling there. hai.

but nvm lah. haha. you know what i said, i said, "whoa, 如果有钱的话, 我就把那个包包买下来咯!" cos i saw the "paper bag" like thing sold and it costs $30. then i say 我很想买, then ngik hiong say, then buy lah! so i said that. then she reply me, "如果我有钱啊, 我就把这个店买下来咯!" lol. then i say, "想得美啊.but if you really buy ah, 我可以投资啊!" lol. then i say, "幻想一下hor~" lol.

then after that, 大概就是这样啦. went popular, the ts dvd store, then after that go home le lo. haha. shit ngikhiong, her train came and then my train went. -_-. cos she walk freaking SLOW! 真是的. haha, but 算了啦~!

okay, then when i came home, 过了一会儿, 心里就冒火了. 真是的. 害得我, 连写post 都没有心情了. 试着听歌来calm myself down, still cannot. cos i was further irritated. 3 把火leh. 现在我才知道为什么古人说, 火冒三丈. 真是的.

but 算了. watched 球爱大战. haha. not bad leh~ but the part i wanted to see long ago was the last part. -_-. then it ended just like that. when pierre said, "做我的女朋友" to yan fang. haiyoooooo. nevermind lah~ haha. that's the good part about watching tv too. :D

today no more, 辛十四娘. :/ but there's another local show, i think not bad. 天使的烙印. can go and try watching? (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 10:39 AM

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leona penned down her thoughts at 9:56 PM

today, it was pouring rain. my shoes were soaked in the morning. so i had to wear soaky shoes throughout the day. took a cab, with another girl, who lives near me. haha. she's quite nice, but... hmm... she gives me a feeling that... she doesn't look how she really is? probably? at least, that's how i feel about her, so far lah? haha.

but oh well. it was rather jam-my in the morning. so... the taxi fare was like, quite high? but 还好, since it's shared among two people. haha. especially when i brought some money out today, so i could afford it lah.
yup, then... my hair was super messy in the morning. especially after li jing told me like, "whoa, leona, your hair ah." haha. horrible. but oh well.

then... early in the morning checked the marks. was... well... not good? but... life has to move on?

but i'm kinda worried, and afraid. :/

anyway, i kinda like math now. it's like. really, cool? (x

don't kill me, if you don't share the same view as i do OKAY. haha.

i really think math is like, interesting now? haha. i used to just, don't like math when i was in primary school. cos there's PROBLEM SUMS. gosh. it's H-O-R-R-I-D! math in secondary school is alot better. haha. at least for me. (:

so anyway, i was real glad that there was 2 periods of math today. like, YAY. save my life man. omg. haha.

but today's lessons weren't so bad? but chinese was abit... hmmm... kinda, switched off like, after the 1st period? anyway hcl was the 1st 2 periods. oh dearrrrr.

but okay lah. just that, i just auto switch off or sth. haha.

yup, then... DUAN RUI GAVE ME A PRESENT TODAY! :D haha. it comprised of a kit-kat bar, a "bar" of ferrero rocher and a keychain. (: thank you ah~! haha.

and i realised you're kind of similar to me? haha. i don't really like to give people presents directly or sth. it kinda feels weird to me. hah.

then michelle gave me my the other half of my present! (: i was so, :O that i rannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn all the way to her class and had the urge to give her a hug. :D

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so sweet okayyyyy. haha. and her card was FILLED with words. (: meaningful words. thanks alot dude (:

so, there was council investiture. not bad? haha. the good thing about it is that, it's less making me feel like sleeping during assembly? i'm sorry, but, sometimes, it's just... hmmm... kind of 催眠 ah. ><

then there's CHAIRS to sit! (: and you don't have to put them back~ haha. yay~

lol. and they're much comfortable actually. our classroom chairs should be changed to this kind of chair.

oh well. and there's this, 天桥? haha. cool cool (:

i thought their performance would be on that thing too. but okay lah. during their performance i went to the toilet, cos i couldn't tahan anymore. lol.

then in the toilet i only hear some tok tok tok sound? lol. nevermind.

then hmmm... after school we gathered and headed to tampines mall, swensens? (:

HERE ARE THE PHOTOS! haha.

most of our squadmates came, but, except some, who couldn't really make it. but it's okay lah. haha. it's really 难得 that 15 people could gather together already. (: and thanks jian qiong for your card! :D thank you thank you! though you won't really see this, but, haha. i said thanks to you just now already lah. haha. but thanks once again. (:

THIS IS LIM JIA MIN! :D one of the 主角 for this gathering. haha. her birthday was in June, but we didn't have the chance to celebrate for her properly, so 现在补偿啦! (:

SEE SHE EAT UNTIL LIKE THAT. LOL. :D cool cool. haha. :D

hope you enjoyed yourself ah! (: & really thanks for the birthday wishes. (:

so who's the next 主角? 当然是我啦! (X ahem ahem. haha. (: I WAS EATING MY BANANA SPLIT! YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. omg. it's S-U-P-E-R-B! but some people, JUST CAN'T APPRECIATE IT. HA. omg, 我真是浸在幸福当中while eating the ice-cream okay. omgomgomgomgomg, SO NICE! (:

then i ate my main course too? but i had to eat both at the same time, cos the ice-cream was about to melt. or it was melting. haha. but it's okay lah! (: 我吃得很开心! :D i think jiamin see me eat here, eat there ah, whoa. haha. like so busy like that. (x then she was asking me why i use the fork to eat the ice-cream. i tell her say, like that easier to eat, cos i'm eating both at the same time! (x

cool cool. :D

吃得真的很饱. 起初还想吃fondue, or earthquake. cos go swensen's don't eat these ah, like didn't go there eat like that leh. aiyo. haha. but in the end 没有啦. cos quite full le after eating all those. haha. (:

and i treated jiamin! (: while michelle treated me. haha. :D

they sang a happy birthday song too. haha :D

to me, jiamin and sheena. cos her birthday's on 14 july. (:

oh and we saw this waiter, (i wanted to call him servant, LOL) ahem, keeps looking at sheena? LOL. tsk tsk tsk. 这样也可以被电到?! LOL.

yup, so we started taking photos. haha. here's this side of the table. (:

and there's the other side of the table. (:

kind of wasted, cos we didn't take like, "全家幅" or something. at first wanted to, but then we forgot. -_-. okay, nevermind lah! hah.

and i remember, lijing said on the train, "好久没有这样了hor." 的确的, 但是呢, 就是因为这一天, 很难得. 这个gathering, 真的很少有. 我们根本就是很久, 或挺久没有这种gathering le. 所以要疯一天! :D

haha. 虽然我们还说不上疯啦, but i still enjoyed myself.

ESPECIALLY WHEN RACHEL LIM AND PHANG YAN LING WERE HILARIOUS.

you know what rachel said?

cos at first i saw lijing rubbing her eyes. using her palm. so i tell her that the way she rubs her eyes like my sister, just that she rubs the opposite side. so i always go and do the high5 with her while she's rubbing her eyes. LOL.

then we started discussing on how we rub our eyes. then rachel say, she very scared when people rub their eyes very forcefully, then she say, "aiyo, like the eyeballs gonna come out like that" LOL. YOU MUST HEAR HER SAY MAN. IT'S SUPER HILARIOUS. i laughed unitl i 趴 on the seat man. lol~ super funny.

then the other side, cos we were asking ngik hiong to cut her fringe. then she say she don't want etc.

then yanling say, "aiya, might as well cut her forehead." LOL. it's like, i looked at her, then after 2 seconds i started laughing like mad? the rest is like, LAG DE LAH. lol~

but it's super hilarious. (:

OH. and it reminds me of something. when we were walking to tm, i was talking in a teh~ voice to rachel, then the lady beside us looked at me? LOL. we just laughed hysterically okay. it's just omgomgomg. damn paiseh. hahaha. she must be thinking i'm weird or something. LOL.

they say i always talk like a duck. got meh? lol.

at least i didn't really purposely do that de okayyyyy. haha. it just goes with the flow. :D

(: continued taking photos. haha. actually got another photo, i thought i looked nicer, but then 我为了TAN LI JING小姐, i've decided to use this pic instead, cos she made some 鬼脸 in the other picture. lol. 牺牲很大neh~! (x

THE BLUE PEOPLE :O haha. wanted to try out the effect on the camera. (: but it's not bad eh? haha. jiamin has RED LIPS. :D

these 2 people are jay chou's 后人man. act cool de neh~ i went to say, "hey~ look here look here." then the 2 of them only like, did the "hey" hand-symbol and didn't look at the camera. oh well~ lol.

lisa is reading a book? :o can you imagine? lol. all i know is that she keeps koping my food! (x but it's okay lah~ 我generous mah hor. (x

look at ashley. WHO'S MORE 自恋NOW?! (X

look at this little girl. you know what she said? "wait wait! i get my water first." pose. kacha. there you go. lol. rachel 妹妹worh~. (x

:O:O:O lol. michelle yio acting shock?! haha. comical face ah? (X can be drawn in comics liao. haha. :D

you know why we have this pose? we're just trying to imitate ngik hiong. (: ngik hiong, YOU'RE FAMOUS! :D can you guess what our expressions symbolise? psssst. notice the girl on the extreme left. 她很用心地在表达当中的意思哦! (x

i know, you may just kill me when you see this picture. and jolene may just come along with a parang or something. haha. but let me EXPLAIN.

that's actually the reason why i was laughing and trembling while taking this photo. HAHAHA.

me and michelle were laughing (x

but AHEM. that's not the main idea. don't you find that they look quite alike?

and i just wanted to highlight the difference in their 眉毛. lol. jolene has a 黑-er 眉毛 as compared to ngik hiong. ngik hiong looks like she doesn't have 眉毛 at all! LOL. (x

will y'all see me in school tmr? (x

wah say. 有没有看到我们的美女嘟着嘴? (X 真是好有形象worh~ all thanks to my SUPERB photographic skills. :D don't need paiseh lah hor! (: it's just a candid shot! HAHAHAHA. then after you see rachel lim, move your focus to ashley tong. you see her face? whoa. like, see rachel already then have this expression like that. LOL. jkjk. they were listening to someone else talking lah. haha. so natural of rachel mah. :D

okay lah okay lah. 这里就美美的啦hor? (x wah say, you know what? megan and ashley at first sat oppposite sides. then megan say, "i look better on the left." then ashley say, "i look better on the right!" then they swapped places. like... wow...? lol. and to megan sim, height and weight matters A LOT. haha. you're tall enough! and SKINNY enough! haha.

anyway, all in all. i've enjoyed today. really. (: never really thought that, almost the whole squad will be here, to eat lunch together or something. especially when it was quite rush, cos some were only notified the day before. thank you so much, for making this thing rather successful. (: i'm really happy, because the feeling of togetherness is there. though, it was kind of separated into groups... but at least for me, cos i was running two sides here and there, lol. i enjoyed it. really. (: thank you! for making my 16th birthday. quite a, memorable one. (: once again. haha.

today, is the last day of my 2008 birthday, cos as i said, my birthday extends to a week! :D haha. so... it's quite a good ending? for me? (: but... it's probably another new beginning to my life, as a teenager ba. haha. (: like poh chun said before... things will change when you turn 16. probably the way you see things. well, i hope i'll be able to handle stuff better, and take into consideration of how others will react to certain things or decisions that i make. but sometimes, it's not really possible for everybody to be happy about the single decision. but i must say, that this time, may probably be my selfish decision. but today, kind of, 弥补le lah. i hope? i guess? and i should, be stronger. (: but my friends will be there to help me de right? :D

once again, thank you so much so much. (: thanks michelle once again, for your so many presents! haha. though they're in halves, but they add up to alot. (: somemore airflown neh~ haha. :D i appreciate it alot. thanks.

and thank you to those who kind of organised this thing! (: includes valerie, jiamin etc. (:

可惜wanling, jian qiong etc 没有去. hah, but nevermind lah!(: next time got chance right?

:]

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:20 PM

Monday, July 07, 2008

聊斋奇女子之辛十四娘is totally splendid man.

omgomgomg. it's just... so, amazing.

大爱? 好难得. 难怪, 修道成仙是一件非常难做到的事儿. 很多人, 都很想成仙, 但又有多少人能真正得道呢?

也许, 这根本就不是真实的. 什么得道成仙, 什么狐狸精, 但至少, 这部戏显示出, 什么是情,什么是爱. 虽然, 我还不怎么懂得, 但是, 我会想. 为什么她不要跟冯生永远地在一起, 而放弃修道呢? 其实这样不是更好吗? 但人, 为了追求理想, 为了完成一个伟大的使命, 真的可以抛弃, 甚至舍弃一些对自己很重要很重要的东西. 包括, 亲情或爱情.

也许, 我只不过是个凡夫俗子, 看不开这些世事. 但是我相信, 冯生会永远地爱着她, 想着她. 而十四娘, 也会在天上, 保佑他们.

如此善良的心, 真的很美丽.

虽然说, 她这个人, 是个非常非常善良的人, 不应该有此下场. 但我觉得, 她能完成自己的心愿, 为苍生牺牲, 为百姓除害, 其实, 已经是她最好的下场了.

记得上个星期, 我看完聊斋那个episode之后, 我很心痛. 为什么冯生要这样对他的娘子. 星期六的episode, 前半个钟头我也觉得, 心里挺难受, 因为, 他真的否定了十四娘. 她为他做了那么多, 换来的居然只是不相信这三个字.

我倒没有觉得冯生有多可恶, 我只是觉得, 十四娘, 一点眼泪都没有流的那种表情, 真的不好过.

而且我发现, Lu-er 其实是个很棒的人. 她虽然看起来有些迟钝似的. 但其实她心思细腻, 很大方, 也挺伟大. 她知道什么是对, 什么是错. 而且心地善良, 宽宏大量.

记得辛十四娘说了一句话, "为什么, 只有你, 相信我?" 难过呀. 但是我想, 十四娘, 虽然被当众辱骂, 要把她给烧死. 她也不会后悔自己曾经帮过他们. 她听了Lu-er的话后, 并不恨他们了. 觉得, 他们只是不清楚自己在干什么. 他们只是无知, 不懂得分辨对或错, 只是知道, 妖精可怕罢了, 所以才会有这种反应. "其实他们看上去, 还挺可怜的."

这部戏真的太棒了!(: 而且他们的恋爱过程很可爱! haha. 昨天是大结局, 我也哭了. 有个part, 冯生被豺狼妖附体, 他哀求十四娘把他给杀了, 免除祸害. 他说, 自己一直以来都没有为她做过什么, 只有这一次, 才能够帮得了十四娘. 当时, 真的很感人. "相公, 我怎么能杀你呢? 你知道我下不了手, 你是知道的." 超棒.

郡君也说, 虽然他们俩在一起的日子短, 但感情深厚. 如果冯生真的爱十四娘, 就好好地陪伴她渡过剩余的时间. 当时, 冯生为十四娘弹琴, 真的, 很甜蜜. 记得当初, 冯生也是弹了琴, 才让十四娘知道自己内心的感觉. 他也弹了琴, 来支持十四娘为救相公而冒昧去见皇上.

一段美丽的爱情, 一段刻骨铭心的日子.

缘分. 即是有缘,又有分, 但是, 很薄啊. 但薄好过厚; 又不珍惜, 不好好利用. 所以有时候, 人, 或者说, 缘分这玩意儿, 很奇妙, 又有些耍人.

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:30 AM

Saturday, July 05, 2008

谢谢你们. 虽然,这个celebration有些简单, 但我已经很满足了. 有时侯人没有资格要求什么的时候, 就连最简单的东西, 也会显得很不平凡. 对我来说, 已经很多很多了.

谢谢你, 妈. 也谢谢你, 妹妹.

虽然, 我...

或许会失去,你们对我的信念. 但至少, 在我还没公布之前, 我真的很感激你们为我做的事情.

今年有些不一样.

勇气.

time will eventually come.

maybe it'll be better. it's just that step.

帮我撑到那天好吗?

"原来,他也只是一般的凡夫俗子."
要爱世人, 就得放弃爱; 辛十四娘

leona penned down her thoughts at 10:49 PM

Friday, July 04, 2008

thanks for the "belated" presents (:

people like, michelle, (: haha, thanks for your personally baked cookies. my parents 夸你leh! :D

haha, then thanks huiling for the treat to the movie. (: quite surprised, at least a bit, haha. 谢了，though the incredible hulk show was quite scary. really.

at first i really wanted to leave halfway, but i thought of the $6 that i paid. so i stayed on. lol.

i was really afraid that i'll get a nightmare or something. dear dear. i paid $6 to scare myself, when i was supposed to destress. gosh.

but thanks anyway (: for not watching wanted. haha. i heard it's quite bloody and vulgar? i'd rather be NC15. haha.

so yeah, anyway sorry, but i forgot that yvonne also wished me a happy birthday on that day itself. haha. she popped out "beside" pandora before the exams and wished me one. (: thanks! haha.

yup, then, continuing, still got, ermmm, caleb! thanks for wishing me happy birthday too. on that day too. though i didn't really check my friendster at that time. but thanks. haha.

then sir also wished me too! on that day. haha. thanks thanks.

and thank you andrea and samantha. haha. though they're belated wishes, but thanks (:

yup, i think, i didn't miss out anyone else. >< sorry if i do. haha.

yup, then thanks huiying for the birthday present today! :D though i haven't open yet... but thanks alot too. haha. didn't know you'd get me a present. haha. thanks alot alot for the thought. (:

oh and thanks mengyee for that little note. it meant alot too. haha.

actually come to think about it, i'm quite glad my birthday is on 2nd July. the last day of exams. (: so... that's nothing much to regret i guess. cos, compared to that, this is worse.

so yes. i was supposed to clarify yesterday, but oh well.

to those NP people, i'm sorry.

i lied.

i didn't have anything on on that day actually.

i... just didn't feel like going for the outing anymore.

partly because i felt, everything was, forced?

like, my requests, my idea of where to go etc?

and everything was just different.

and i don't want that to be on my birthday.

i don't know if some people may get pissed or whatsoever. but i still decided to say these stuff.

i'd rather, we go out, another day, not on my birthday.

i guess i'll be happier.

yes i blamed, at first. but i would say that, i've calmed down, and thought about it, and felt that, well. at least the 心意 is there. but still. i've decided to go ahead with it.

i'm sorry i lied, but i didn't want y'all to probe further.

i thought i could just, have a relaxing birthday. like, alone? at home?

but then it felt, meaningless, because, it's on my birthday, and i didn't do anything.

that's why i kind of regretted.

but it's okay. like what i said just now, it doesn't matter anymore, since. it's better off already. much much better off.

anyway i'll be meeting you guys another date. so... i guess it doesn't really matter lah.

well. today.

i went out with ngik hiong to ikea. (: it's a cool place to go. with lots of cool pictures we can take.

but tee ngik hiong is like, DREADING taking photos. tsk. it's like, 我要求她拍照leh. wahpiang. but it's okay! 我让你HOR TEE NGIK HIONG! haha.

why don't want take photos? 留作纪念也好嘛，对吗？虽然我读过一篇文章，说，人往往只顾拍照，没有好好地欣赏周围的风景。那拍照，又有何意义呢？因为你拍的只是照片上的美丽画面，可那比不上真正看到的一样吧。说的是有道理的。但人，毕竟是人，我只是想。。。把这些开心的时光，化作为，可以供人欣赏的美好照片。但说得也对，当时的感觉，才最重要吧。but we had fun taking photos right? at least i did. (:

well. i have some photos in hand, wahaha. i guess i'm a bad 狗仔队-er. cos i always get caught by ngik hiong. but oh well. i still have some WAYS. :D

okay lah, just take this one. the one with her CUTE CUTE DOG. she was talking to it somemore. "bye bye! next time come back and see you again~!" or something. lol...

AH HA. show you my picture now. :D dum dum dum dum~

cool neh? (x

thanks ngik hiong, for 陪ing me today. and sorry meng yee for being so late to meet you. and sorry, for, the other part. ><

yup, wanna thank huiling for accompanying me too lah. (: when i kind of needed it. haha. good friends! (:

lastly, thank you poh chun. (: i know you'd probably won't be seeing this, but i can't thank you enough. 好朋友不愧是好朋友啊！(: 谢了！

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:18 PM

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

hi!

okay i shall first talk about yesterday.

oh man. it's kind of like the first time, when, i don't know how to start my post! gosh!

okay. ahem.

well, yesterday after emath and physics exam, went via 长城 to 佳乐 to eat 泡面 and TAU SUAN. :D

on the way, ngik hiong couldn't stand me, cos i was probably 夸ing myself, a few times.

then she said, "i don't want to talk to you"

so i went, "you sure you don't want to talk to me...? you sure...?" lol. then she burst out smilinggggggg. haha.

i rock man. WHOO HOO.

I MAKE TEE NGIK HIONG 生不如死. :D 而且, 哭笑不得! WAHAHAHAHA.

(X LOL. she'd probably be saying, "WHATEVER! 真是的!" COPY CAT LORSSSSSS. i say 真是的, she also sayyyyyyyyyyyyy. 有版权的okay!

then she say, "你说过的话, 别人就不可以说, then 别人might as well 变哑巴了嘛." LOL!

cool cool. (:

hahaha. so yup. that's for yesterdayyyy.

also wanna thank sir, for giving me advices. (: 最好的聆听者! thanks for letting me know that, 不论你有多忙, 我还可以找你倾诉烦恼.

"Haha for you its free.. For others.. I'll charge a fee.. Haha.." thanks sir. my very own sir. (: and he wished me good luck for my papers and a good well rest too! with the last part, "Jiayou! (:" haha. :D superb.

then today! haha. as usual, will be thanking all those who wished me a happy birthday, and those with presents! (:

FIRST UP! a list of people with the wishessssssssssssssss. (: [basically people who said HAPPY BIRTHDAY lah har.]

1) NEO SHEENAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. (: she wished me like, a few days before already. haha. and altogether she said 3 times happy birthday! (: <3 july babies. wahaha. and she had lots of smiles on her sms. sms was on 1/07/2008; 10.29pm

2) GOH YI ZHENNNNNN. :D my primary school 好朋友.
"Happy 16th birthday! Haha, sorry i'm a bit early, tired already:(. We have to meet up soon!" thanks for the effort of staying up late, just to sms me probably at 12 am. haha. 你的心意我心领咯! (: thanks for remembering anyway. another fellow july baby. :D

3) MY SECOND SISTERRRRRRR. (: around 12am, she came into my room and popped her head in, and said, "Happy birthday ah! sorry, belated present" hahaha. (: it's okay! my sister always choose the present she thinks best. :D so i don't mind a belated one! haha. though i really wanted rock cookies instead... :/ haha. nevermind lah! (:

4) KELVIN LOOOOOOOOO. haha. he sent me a birthday songgggg.
"Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to Leona~ :-D
Happy birthday to you~
祝你生日快乐~ 祝你生日快乐~
祝你生日快乐乐乐~
祝你生日快乐~
:d"
lol. thanks yoh. (: though i found it rather interesting. haha. messaged at 12.07am!

5) MY BIGGGGG SISTERRRRRRRRR. haha, she, another one, popped her head in and said happy birthday! (: and she got a gift! haha. she bought me a bag online. supposedly to be the one i chose long ago, but i couldn't remember. lol. but it's NICE (: haha.
thanks jie! wahoo~!

6) TEO WAN LINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
"Happy birthday! Stay happy :D:D and jiayou for os!" haha. thank you thank you~!
messaged at 12.14am (:

7) LEON TANNNNN! at first he just said "Hey leona happy birthday =D good luck for today exam too Hahaha" but i thought the next sentence was much heartwarming. (:
cos i said something like, didn't know you'd remember or sth. and he said, "Hahaha. =p how will i forget lol." so sweet! :D THANKS ALOT YEAH? :D smsed at 12.46pm (:

8) the next person made me feel even more blessed. SERENE LOW. another primary school friend. we'd always been keeping in touch via christmas cards. and i've lost her hp no. i think for quite some time already? but amazingly, she still got my no. and she smsed me today. i was really surprised, and it's just, so nice that, your old friends actually still wish you a happy birthday! i think that's really, enough for a birthday.
"heyo, happy 16th birthday! haha, hvnt talked to u for ages, how hv you been? enjoy the day ahead ya? God bless u so, so much! jiayou for the o lvls =) -serene low"
她的sms 给了我一个很温馨的感觉. (: 很甜蜜worhs~! especially with these 2 smses, 我都不想睡觉了. lol. (x smsed at 12.56 am!

9) Young Yee! (: smsed at 3.29 am. whoa, i was already asleep by then. but still thank you! (:

"Hey happy 16th birthday! i think you're damn lucky to have your bday on the last day of exams haha" :D cool right, my birthday. everybody is celebrating on that day. LOL. (x i remember the last time my birthday was on youth day? sec 2 ba, haha. cool cool :D

then when i woke up, my dad just stretched out his hand and said happy birthday to me. kind of gave me a surprise. probably cos i just woke up. haha. my heart like jumped a beat leh. (x then my sister also wished me happy birthday. the youngest one. haha. and she gave me a hug. a soft one. did well. so yeah. then after i got out from the bathroom, my mum gave me a hug, though i was still a bit wet. haha. and she gave me my present! (: 名牌儿货neh... haha. it's a small bag like thing lah. that kind, quite ELEGANT kind you know. LOL. (x

nice nice (: i can't really remember the brand though. some, sounded like 减肥that kin d of company's name. LOL.

then in school, jasmine wished me a happy birthday(: through whispers though. lol. i'm older than her A DAY! :D cool eh? so tmr's her birthday. wahahaha. (: thanks for the wish ah! haha.

then pandora comes along, and she said it UMPTEEN TIMES. lol. she and miao qian somemore over there 一唱一喝 before the exam. haha. (: thanks pandora! and, miao qian. haha.

so when pandora first said happy birthday, huiying went, "OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" haha. she's too engrossed in studying. but it's okay! hello, fellow july baby, i didn't forget your birthday you know! haha.

jessica and shi qi also wished me a happy birthday. (: thank you!

erica and edrea also kind of, said happy birthday, haha. they're treating me to a movie! :D i'm not really that kind movie-er, but, 很久没有去了嘛... 而且, 别人的一番心意, 对吗? (: 谢谢咯! haha.

then before flag raising started, NG RAYSEEN gave me her shoebox present. :D DAMN NICE! like, orange hot, bright hot? lol. very creative also lah the box. :D but it reminded me of my sister. LOL. you know what? she bought a pencil box for her friend, (costs $10+ though she's only primary 5, :O) and she put it in a shoebox and gave it to her friend. like LOL? (x oops. haha. she'll kill me if she reads this. anywayyyy, yup. and i like that twine too. brings back memories. haha. am i too sentimental? oh well. haha. when i opened it at home, it's just a very, cool feeling man. it's like, i'm opening some magical box. LOL. i just went, :O so cool! :D it's a wine bottle, and it's super duper interesting. haha. I GUESS I'M THE FIRST EVER PERSON TO HAVE A WINE BOTTLE FOR MY BIRTHDAY! :D thank you! (: for making my 16th birthday, a special one. haha. :D BE PROUD OF YOUR PRESENT OKAY! that's the basic thing you can give your friend too. cos i'm proud of it. (: and cool hairstyle ng ray seen. haha. KEEP IT UP! OR JUST CUT IT YOH. maybe try hairband next time? (x

and ngik hiong wished me a happy birthday, outside the hall if i'm not wrong. haha. thanks thanks. though i thought she'd sms me at night, cos she's a 夜猫子. haha. but it's okay! (:

then ashley also wished me a happy birthday before the exam started. haha. thanks for coming all the way to my class then going back to your class. it's almost as if you're walking the whole hall. lol. THANKS DUDE! (:

but actually right, if NP people were to sing happy birthday song in the hall, HOW COOL CAN THAT GET. LOL! :D SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPER COOL. :D wahaha.

and you know what? when i saw the papers, i told myself i really want to keep them. COS THEY HAVE MY BIRTH DATE ON IT! LOL! :D :D COOL COOL. wahahaha. lol.

yup, then after the exams, MICHELLE YIO YIO YIO sent me an sms! (:
"LEONA QUEK! (: HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN MY DEARIE BESTIE! :D" and guess what else she said? "You've aged by a year already! SO TAKE CARE OF THOSE WHITE HAIRS AND WRINKLES ALRIGHT!(:" lol. 我有这样老吗, har 小姐!? lol. but THANKIES! :D and thanks for the encouragement. (: i hope i'll be able to cope with things well and not cry so much! haha. and i will try to choose to be happy, since i have this choice in life. RIGHT! :D thanks hor, 有人讲我PRETTY LEH~! LOL. <3 (: smsed at 8.51 am!

next up! EMMA FUNGGGGGGG~
"HELLO LEONA! i think you're taking your physics paper now, but i kinda accidentally fell alseep at 11 so i couldn't wish you happy birthday ^^ so.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEONA, HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO YOU!" lol. i realise choir people like to SING to convey their WISHES. LOL! thanks thanks (: i feel kinda bad that you're smsing me happy birthday, yet i didn't really know when was your birthday and wished you a belated one. >< thanks lots okay! with your imaginative soprano voice! (x smsed at 9.10 am!

oh yeah. PRESENTS TIME! :D at first the group of NP people, wanling, valerie, jiamin and ngik hiong were over there, 鬼鬼祟祟. HAR!?! lol. jiamin ah, tsk tsk. 真是调皮, 死都不要跟我讲happy birthday. lol. then both jiamin and valerie looked at me, then valerie started laughing and said happy birthday! haha. jiamin was like, "why you say! she waiting for us to say leh!" LOL. somemore give me that kind of 眼神...lol. valerie say i thought they forgot my birthday. haha. 还好啦, hor. haha. :D then ashley came along again, and wished me once again. and they sang a happy birthday song for me! [LIVE] hahah. i felt weird, if i didn't sing along, so i sang, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME-EE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!" lol. (: valerie said i was blushing. was i? i didn't even feel it. lol. but thanks larh~! happy happy. (: it's almost as if we're singing a song, as NP people. 好久没有一起cheer, 一起唱歌lo...

then they started, laming, saying that, they're giving me the plastic bag as a present. wanling somemore ask me go and FRAME. lol. then got their names on it etc. lol. ngik hiong's name looks like the word mahagony. somehow. haha. TOO BAD. i mean i was like, "whose name is this?" then ngik hiong started laughing. oh well. haha.

then i saw huiling. she also kind of hinted, that she knew my birthday was coming. and she initiated to watch a movie. (: but wanted is seriously, huh...?? lol. thanks for the thought yeah? thanks for remembering my birthday. haha. :D

oh yeah, so after i was left alone at the table in the canteen. the NP people came and wanling and ngik hiong were like, asking each other to bring out the present. i was like, anticipating some chicken dance or sth. LOL. so i ask ngik hiong to stand in the middle of the canteen. haha. in the end, i saw something GREEN and BLUE. omg. super cool waterbottle they bought! :D it's damn cool really. haha. i was quite surprised too. haha. cos at first i saw the toys r us plastic bag, i thought it'll be some soft toy, or some pillow stuff. which, i wasn't really quite interested. but even if they gave it to me, i'll still be happy larh har! :D but this was FAN-TASTIC! haha. IT'S GREEN! WHAT ELSE CAN I ASK FOR. lol!

wanling had to bring this big thing to school somemore. 辛苦你了ah! (x and ngik hiong gave me a carddddd. which is GREEEEN. normally she cannot stand me just liking green stuff. yet, she's facing something green, and she's the one doing it. lol. in a way, it's kind of like a 牺牲larh har. (x thanks yoh! BUT SOMEONE ELSE GOT STARRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSS. lol! nevermind lah~ green is better than stars. but i don't min d green stars? (x

i was meddling with the bottle, looking at all its functions. jiamin was standing behind me and she was like, putting her arms across to open the bottle etc. haha. SO ROMANTIC AH! LOL! 真的还蛮久没有怎么跟她们开玩笑了. 真的很开心. (:

but darn! i put it beside me, then 我不小心把它撞倒. then it got some scratches. sorry yeah! :/ but i'll still love it alot alot. (: thanks for all those words on the bottle too! though i haven't read them in detail. haha. i wanna 在我睡觉之前, 在床上... 享受着那种, 气氛, 然后,take my time to read the notes on the bottle, 享受那种, 幸福的感觉. WAHHHHHH 多棒eh! :D:D haha. once again thank you so much! and thank you jiamin for wishing me a happy birthday again online. (: at 5.15pm! :D

then after that, we attracted jolene and yanling to our table. (: they've got a present for me too! haha. THANK YOU! (: quite unexpected too. everything was quite unexpected, lol. sometimes right, when you have little expectations for how things may be like, it'll be better. because the result will make you happier. :D it's not like i didn't COMPLETELY not expect anything, but, it's a different form lah. haha. don't know if you know what i'm talking about. lol. thank you for your present okay! it's that kind of book i saw at tampines mall, in one of the shops there. DARN COOL! (: at first, 还舍不得用. but 我现在想到要怎么用了! (: i will make this book worth the 心意 that y'all gave, and worth the beautiful 外表 of it. :D thanks once again!

then read through some of the qns for chemistry. with the chem pro beside me (AH CHUUUUUUUUU~! was i sneezing? LOL. OOPS. hahaha). haha. we sat around in a circle before the paper started. and we were discussing what date we should go out together. and i was just trying to compromise, so that everybody can make it for the outing, okay.

and then, megan simmmmmmmmmmmm smsed me, though i didn't know. lol, until she told me. (x but thanks yeah? :D smsed at 10.19 am!

haha, then came LI JINGGGGGGGGG. with her 洪亮的声音. she practically went, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONA!" like everbody could hear. lol. but thanks li jing! (: you still look as 潇洒 as ever. (: yup, then lijing came and join us, with rachel limmmm. haha. she said happy birthday to me too! and she was laughing and laughing. haha. like the old her. (: and we were joking too. haha. :D rayseen asked lijing if she wanted to join a marathon with her. 10km. like. wow...? lol. so i told lijing, "她想跟你一起暴毙" and she gave me that, laugh, which she will bend her head down and inwards, while looking at me. lol~! 我也很久没有跟Li Jing 聊天了! ever since POP. :/ nevermind lah! (: got chance de right! haha.

yup, then wan qi, geraldine, li pin they all said happy birthday to me too. (: haha, geraldine looks shocked. haha. but thanks thanks. :D

logically, it's my birthday, so should be like, birthday de lucky star shining on me you know, but, oh well. haha. the paper 1s weren't easy. really. especially chem, cos i didn't really have time to complete fully. ended up tikaming. >< i went with my 直觉 man. lol. and it was like, eh? the previous one don't have this letter, then good good, this letter should be correct. LOL. omgomg, this is an EXAM! hai.

then i overheard min le talking to his friend. he said he tikamed all the way, like seriously 全部都是tikam de. then he say, he see the whole row no A ah, he go shade A. LOL! omg... SUPER FUNNY! hahahahaha. i just can't help it man. it's just, you must see the way he say ah, walao, 超好笑. 当时, 我也忍不住笑了出来. >< 希望没人发现. later 别人以为我神经病. LOL. seriously lah. reminded me of that time OBS you know. he told the instructor he wasn't sleeping. the instructor say i saw you closing your eyes. he say, "my eyes small". LOLLOLLOLLOL. OMGOMGOMG. super hilarious! (x hahahahaha. i bet the instructor wanted to laugh, but cannot laugh that kind of thing. LOL. maybe she felt it was lame too. i don't know. but to me, i cannot be anymore hilarious. HAHAHAHA.

when i was opening my presents ah, actually i wanted to open at night, like before i sleep, then the rest are sleeping that kind of thing, 总之就是一个人在那边开啦. 我觉得, 我很享受这种感觉leh. (x 很棒,很棒! :D so as i was saying, in the end, 我心急, 想开, so i pulled the blind to about 3/4, haha, to have that kind of night-like condition, but still got some light, if not i cannot see the presents properly, lol. then yup, i sat on my bed, 一个一个地开. :D

yup, so after that i headed to tampines mall with ngik hiong. huiying walked with us to the MRT station. haha. amazingly, like not alot of ppl going out like that. haha. all go home sleep lah. haha.

yup, we went yoshinoya. didn't know it's quite popular among ahs students. haha. it's like, i saw kheng soon, kayat, ben tan, then also saw, jiayu, lavinia they all. haha. OH YES. at yoshinoya right, the mirror is relatively distracting. (x

but that's not the MAIN point. ngik hiong started laughing when she looked in the mirror and when she saw me. DOES MY FACE LOOK THAT HILARIOUS? lol.

but i was talking to her about some stuff, i can't really remember, lol. but she laughed until her face all red. she has been going red recently. 是有人的接班人哦... lol.

and then the MAIN MAIN point was. she looked at the mirror, and then she say, why are there so many circles on the mirror. -_-. *FAINTS*

then i say, "then what you want? square?" like walao eh. THEY LIKE IT CIRCLE SO IT'S CIRCLE LAH! go and ask the 设计师 man. PLEASE!

haiyo. her 老毛病又犯了. 真是的. NOW I'M ZHEN SHI-ING YOU! AH-HA.

oh i kind of realise why you were laughing. it's because of the chopsticks! i was giving an analogy about my problem. and hello? it's really serious! i think you can really understand 道理 from real-life situations and experiences. INCLUDING THE CHOPSTICKS OKAY!

haha. yup, then later we walked around tampines mall. saw this shop, :O:O THE DRESS S O NICE! it's GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. OMGOMGOMG. lol.

and another suit! ermmmm... the top is like, knitted kind, then, very nice lah! looks matured kind, 总之很酷, 而且感觉上, 很温暖似的. haha. IT'S NICE DE LORRRRRRR. THE WHOLE IDEA. THE WHOLE DRESSING. THE WHOLE LOOK!

but sad. if i were to buy clothes, it'll only be after the o-levels, after i go to work. and i still owe my mum her mother's day present! worse still, her birthday is coming. oh dearrrrrrrr.

well yup, carry on-ing with the thank-yous, (reminded me of sec 2 history, when i said the computer was on-ing to mrs koh, lol (x) yup, then kheng soon wished me a happy birthday too. and you don't have to say sorry, cos it's not belated anyway. haha. i realised guys like to say that they're smart. guess what he said. cos i asked him how he know it was my birthday. he say, "i smart leh. i see you at the restaurant den i 灵机一动 know is ur b'd.lol" 还灵机一动WORHS~ haha. but 总之, 谢谢了! (:

then when i came online, saw friendster, with leon, joel and andrew wishing me happy birthday. thanks! (: though i doubt you'll be seeing this. haha. but it's okay, cos i said thanks on my friendster profile too. plus on msn. haha.

yup, then, wai wai also wished me happy birthday on msn at 5.40pm. (: thank you!

my cousin (AH GIRL) wished me happy birthday too, and a good day today. (: around that time too lah. haha.

anita said happy birthday to me too! (: and a "good sweet six-teen" (: haha. thank you! bet yours was good too (:

OH, and mengyee! thanks for wishing me happy birthday the day before. haha. during the pao pao cha thing. (: though you didn't really remember, but at least you remembered the month. lol.

then just now my mum sent me an sms, which showed a bunch of roses and a touch of lovvvvvvvvveeeee. (: for her sweetheart. ME! haha.

THANKS COUSIN (MITCHELL) for that sms too. (: 7.43 pm!

thank you: ben tan (: ehren (: weiling (: poh chun (:

今年的生日... 挺不错的啦! :D 我觉得... 最大的收获, 是我觉得, NP, 还可以像以前那样, 有说有笑. 虽然大家不经常见面. 但今天给我的感觉是, 好像我们虽然分开了, 但那种感觉还存在. 那种一起的感觉. 所以, NP 给了我,最大的礼物. 谢谢. 谢谢你们,让我今年的生日, 变得, 开心? 也满足了我,这一点的心愿吧.

我选择, 去缅怀, 不去再强求,去重新经历吧. 说得对. "life has to go on." by mervyn sir. (: 如果一个人, 只想着一直重新经历以前的事, 那就不会有新的经历, 新的体验. 那人生也好比已停顿了. 既然人生不可以停. 那只好放手吧. 回忆, 也许, 不是一件坏事. 如果强求, 反而会失去原有的感觉, 原有的体验. 所以, 让新的经历继续我的人生吧! 我会尽力保留以前的回忆, 虽然人不是机器, 一定会有忘记的时候. 我记得我读过一篇文章, 它写着, 越多经历, 长大之后, 才有更多的事物让我们咀嚼. 但是放手... 有些难. 我只希望, 那种感觉, 会永远留在我心中. 那种, NP 一起的感觉. (:

whoa, this post is super long. 我写到我的手指都酸了. haha! but 值得啦! :D

lastly, i'll end with a quote from JOLENE NGGGGGG. "NO PROBLEM, BIRTHDAY GIRL! :)" it made me smile. (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 4:41 PM

Happy Birthday to me. (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 12:00 AM