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Thursday, September 25, 2008

happy birthday, girlfriend! (:

<3 x16. it grows each year! :D

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:49 PM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

today... it was the first time, when i walked with her, and i felt out of place. like, i'm not supposed to be there, like, i'm disturbing them, like, i just feel like walking away, and not make a fool out of myself by sticking to them.

i never thought i'd feel this way. especially when it was with her.

now it gives me the feeling like, it's odd.

it's okay. (: i can take it.

原来最可怜的人, 是我.

leona penned down her thoughts at 7:24 PM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

看了, 哭了.

不晓得是不是我运气好. 因为每次开电视机观看节目的时候, 每次都会碰到很感人的一幕.

他, 欧文, 真的很棒.

那种无私的爱, 不求回报的爱, 真的让人觉得, 他好伟大. 真的真的很爱她, 愿意放手, 让她找到自己想要的幸福. 就算新郎不是他, 他也, 愿意.

能够体会一个, 愿意把自己心爱的女人送给另外一个男人的人的心情, 有多难熬吗?

这, 才叫真正的爱吧. 永远守护着她, 不让她有任何的危险, 不让她被人欺负, 不让她受伤. 只想看她笑, 看她永远地开心. 这样就满足了. 甚至她生病, 也那么地担心, 那么地心痛.

能够迁怒自己喜怒哀乐的人, 她对他来说, 真的很重要. 如果失去一样很重要的东西, 会有多难过, 多伤心, 但也多想念.

喜欢一个人, 或许是一种欲念. 因为你想拥有她. 但能够压抑这种欲念, 放手, 默默地保护她... 不容易, 实在不容易. 但这样一来, 才真正证明了, 真爱的存在.

有谁...真的, 能做到呢?

演戏的他, 真的很入戏. 如果, 世间上, 真的有这么一个人... 能够不论她变成什么样, 都对她不离不弃... 有可能吗?

我, 希望拥抱这种希望吧. 希望... 有一天, 有一个人, 会为我难过, 难过到... 连拉小提琴都会伤心流泪.

如. 果.

leona penned down her thoughts at 5:14 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2008

i shall stop my emo posts for now.

it's getting boring for those who read yeah. >< haha.

it's okay! (:

here's a quiz. unknowingly i saw it at wanling's blog and she tagged me to do it. so here it goes. (:

1. The person who tagged you is?
TEO WAN LING! (:

2. Your relationship with him/her?
Good friends from NP (:

3. Your 5 impression of him/her
1. 很讲义气!
2. doesn't like to jay-walk or 闯红灯.
3. really very NP-ian
4. smileyyy, unless when she gets pissed off etc
5. honest with her words, 就很坦率. (:

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
She comforted me when i started crying all of a sudden. haha, i still remember her pitch suddenly went so high, ":O are you okay?" etc. haha. thanks girl (:

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
"anything for you."

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
She already is what. i will love her deep deep lor? LOL.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, what does she need to improve on?
She gotta improve on loving me more. :D

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Go bonkers.

9. What do you want to tell him/her now?
Rock on dude. 加油 for Os! then be our woman in CIBTC. (:

10. Your overall impression of him/her is?
She clearly defines what she likes and what she hates ba. 有点, 敢爱敢恨的感觉. :D

11. How do you think people around you will feel around you?
Ermm... i HOPE, they feel happy? with my lame jokes and just, HAHAHAHAHAHA. lol.

12. What are the characters you love about yourself?
1. i reflect upon myself whenever things don't go my way
2. i like getting busy and i like taking on responsibilities
Hmmm... something like that lah. haha.

13. On the contrary, what are the characters you hate about yourself?
1. i get pissed, but will not be angry for too long a time.
2. i get selfish sometimes, e.g. when someone needs help, but because i'm busy with my revision etc, i don't 伸出援手.
3. i'm not adaptable. get really stuck in my previous environment for very long time, not really able to meet changes quickly.
I guess there are still lots of them. hah.

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
An all-rounder that never disappoints anyone.

15. For people that you care and like, say something to them.
Thank you for everything that y'all have done for me. (: i really hope, i will not 辜负你们对我的期望. 我会加油的! 让你们以我为荣. 因为有了你们, i'm blessed. (:

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
hmmmmmm...

1) NG RAY SEEN :D
2) leon tan yuan rui (:
3) ashley tong pei yengggggggg.
4) SIR! (: [don't know if you've got the time or not. lol. but take your time ah! (:]
5) 二姐!
6) 大姐!
7) michelle yo yo yo yo yio (: [but i doubt you're actually posting... haha. nevermind!]
8) LI JING! 站立的立, 安静的静, 立静! LOL. [you're SO suited to be in NP man. (x]
9) tee ngik hiong. [yup, you're on the list.]
10)JOLENE NGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG 云诗 aka, on the clouds doing poetry. [NO WONDER YOU'RE IN LIT! :D]

17. Who is no. 6 having a relationship with? [大姐]
hmmmm, no one? (: 她忙着赚钱! haha.

18. is no. 9 a male or a female? [ngik hiong]
hmmmm... let me think.
should be female ba?

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [michelle yio and jolene ng]
LOL! they are already together mah. haha :D

20. What is no. 2 studying about? [leon]
he studies the same combi as me. triple science geog. but he's much better at it. :D

21. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? [ashley]
Friday, after school, i met her on the train. (:

22. What kind of music band does no. 8 like? [Li Jing]
i'm not really sure... but i think... that kind of band that makes people high? lol.

23. Does no. 1 have any siblings? [ray seen]
yup. ermmmm... if i don't remember wrongly... [please pardon me if i do] she has 1 sister, 1 brother? i think so? ><

24. Will you woo no. 3? [ashley]
:O duh? lol. but she's too white seh. go sentosa come back still as white. you got some problem with your skin right. lols.

25. How about no. 7? [michelle]
:O:O YAH-AH? lol. 可惜这位小妹妹too popular le lah. haha (x

26. Is no. 4 single? [sir]
no? haha. he's ATTACHED! [because he's not detached! LOL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. (x]

27. What is the surname of no. 5? [二姐]
q-u-e-k.

28. What is the hobby of no. 10? [jolene]
she likes riding clouds and 吟诗-ing. lols. no lah! ermmmm... her hobby is to help others whenever possible. (: 是我们NP的welfare IC okay! :D

29. Does no. 5 and no. 9 get along well? [二姐 + ngik hiong]
yup, should be? but i guess not for a long time, because my sister gets irritated with me because sometimes what she says i go huh. so i guess, it'll probably be the same scenario.

30. Where is no. 2 studying at? [leon]
whoa, how come all his questions are all on studying. lol. anglican high school, secondary 4H. (:

31. Talk about something for no. 1.
your hair's no better than mine. go check it out. lol.
EH! why not you tie your hair also lah! then cool cool, i tie you tie :D [not i die you die ah. haha.]

32. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8? [Li Jing]
yes actually. really. lol. 心中有些火花. LOL. especially when you see her do kekanan lurus. W-H-O-A. :D but! ahem. 人家哪里有空理我啊. 她一直smile~就够了. LOL!

33. Where does no. 9 live?
you want me to write down the address here? later people 放火烧怎么办.
bedok lah.

34. What colour does no. 4 like? [sir]
hmmm... i don't really know leh. but i think... orange? haha. cause his car is orangy. haha.

35. Are no. 1 and no. 5 best friends? [ray seen + 二姐]
they don't know each other. but ray seen says my sister's cooler than me. YAH-AH? haha. i don't mind! :D

36. Does no.1 have any pets? [ray seen]
not sure. she didn't really say before. but i doubt so?

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? [michelle]
YES! I DECLARE MICHELLE YIO THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!
LOL! 所以才会迷死那么多男生嘛. eh? wrong wrong wrong. 女生也被她电到了. oh dear. 我快流鼻血了. :O hahaha.

38. What is no. 10 doing now? [jolene]
现在还早. 应该还在睡懒觉吧? (x

hey wanling. wanted to ask you write for me too. haha. but nevermind lah. bet you'd be SO bored writing this again. haha. or anyone who wants to write this can also go ahead? haha. guess... this should be a happier post ba? (:

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:44 PM

so in the end, you're STILL blaming me.

okay, take it that, i didn't care about your feelings too. so now, is it that, what you said, is totally it's-okay-because-you-also-do-that-to-me?

then we're quits?

then fine. i apologise to you.

i'll not tease you anymore.

i promise.

leona penned down her thoughts at 9:38 PM

so are you trying to blame me now?

i've never thought that any relationship, or any friendship could be eternal.

no matter how much i want it to be, i know nothing, is forever.

i've come to a stage that, i don't want to say anything already. despite having words still kept in my heart that i want to tell you, i really cannot bring myself to do it. because i'll just get irritated.

you asked me, what do i want you to do.

i'm really sick and tired already.

everytime. you'll always be asking me, how? how? even NOW. you're asking me.

isn't this supposed to be your own decision?

so like what, i tell you go and knock your head you go and knock your head is it?

don't you find it ridiculous?

i don't care if you're 无知, or you're just plain simple-minded. now, i really cannot take it.

you say that everything lies with me. i'm the person who decides whether we can become good friends again. and yes i said i want things to stay this way.

but are you saying that, you've tried very hard? so it's MY fault that i'm not being forgiving?

it's the second time. i'm feeling this way.

second time.

if you do remember.

i've no faith anymore. you understand?

so what if we go back to become good friends. things will not automatically solve. you get it?

how can i be sure that, things will not turn the same way again?

are you able to guarantee?

history has repeated itself. maybe, i've relied too much on you. to the extent that? i thought, nothing will go wrong. to the extent that, i thought you will not be the one, doing this to me. to the extent that, i thought i could just rely on you, no matter whether i feel like crying, i feel like hitting myself against the wall, i feel like jumping down a building, or even just killing myself. i could just rely on you.

jiu suan ni bu hao guo, wo ye wu hua ke shuo. wo bu xiang rang yan lei bai liu.

leona penned down her thoughts at 4:10 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008

actually i've got alot of things to say.

but i have been hesitating whether i should post it here.

i don't want to sound harsh, but i guess, that's how i really feel.

maybe things aren't that serious to this extent. probably these things aren't much of a big deal.

but somehow, i just want things to stay this way. leave it as it is ba.

i really want to tell you straight to your face, about how i really feel.

but i guess, i don't even feel like, i have the energy to say that to you.

today, i walked super slowly to school. emo-ing? probably just thinking about stuff.

i've got lots of things on my mind now, but i know i've got more important things to do.

because of this thing, i guess i'm like some, 失了魂的躯体. 在家里, 想读书, 就连想用电脑, 看电视, 突然间. 都没有什么兴趣. 只是好想好想做在那里. 发发呆也好. 但我知道我一定要把情绪搞好. 我不可以这样下去.

但是, 压在心头的, 不只这件事儿. 不是说扔掉这种心情就可以那么容易扔掉.

我要重新做回以前的郭艳萍了. 但唯一不一样的是, 人真是近在眼前, 但又远在天边.

leona penned down her thoughts at 6:35 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

我想说的第一件事情是，对不起。

或许我在电话里说的那番话有些过分，我或许不可以把所有的责任都推给你，因为身为你的朋友，而且我们都在同一条船上，我应该跟你一起面对这件事。sorry.

但是对于昨天的事，对，你是向我道歉了，但是由始至终你根本不明白我的感受。

试问我告诉你多少次不要再提这件事？我警告过你几百遍了。是警告，警告okay? 你却一直以来当成是耳边风。我从小到大最痛恨的就是这个了，你却老是嬉皮笑脸在那儿开玩笑？对，开开玩笑无所谓，我自己也有笑你，我承认。但是说多了，说久了，这个玩笑就不再是玩笑了你明白吗？这已经变成一种取笑，而且听久了，我真的很厌烦，& i get very irritated.

或许在你眼里，这根本就没有什么大不了。因为你不是我。我从小到大的经历你没有经历过。我真的很痛恨这种事情。而你居然是我的好朋友，我很要好的好朋友，却还胳膊肘往外拐？你不顾我的感受，居然还在这里说风凉话说要下跪求我原谅？我宁愿你在那儿说我的缺点也好。好过这种取笑，我实在受不了。你会感到irritated, 那我呢？你以为只有你说吗？好像很多人都在那儿说啊说。就算他们说也好，我无法控制，因为嘴巴是长在他们身上的。但是你？

如果连一个，支持我的人，都没有的话，我只会是一棵树，一颗自己经历风雨的一棵树。你根本不懂我所承受的压力。

you don't care about what i want. my feelings. you just want to say it for fun. thanks so much, my friend. okay, you want my forgiveness? if it makes you feel better, I FORGIVE YOU.

leona penned down her thoughts at 11:57 AM

Monday, September 15, 2008

原来朋友，也不过如此.

leona penned down her thoughts at 2:47 PM

i can't stop the world from laughing.

should i just say, let them laugh?

maybe i shouldn't give a damn.

but why does it irk me so much?

i don't want to go back to the old days.

but it seems like? history is gonna repeat itself.

and this time? i'm the only one, bearing all these to myself.

because there's no you here around. you're on the other side.

then just let me, grow up.

leona penned down her thoughts at 2:45 PM

Thursday, September 04, 2008

3/9/2008-6/7 gathering @ seoul garden to celebrate teachers' day (:

at first, 我因为有些经济上的困难，所以不怎么想去. 但还好，我最后决定拼了. (x 也真的很值得啊？(:

yesterday i met up with rachel and sam at the MRT station. oh dearrrrrrr. samantha looks so different lah! like some 淑女 okay! tsk tsk. haha. 她以前很sporty 的leh! 不知道是不是今天的打扮所以才不一样? haha. & she's SO MUCH taller! than rachel ng yi xin. lolllllllll. :D really leh! totally don't look like 她小时候那么小只了. (x 成熟了很多worh? (:

then rachel ng cut her hairrrrrr. haha, not bad not bad! (: at least looks better than me lah please. OMG. all the photos i took like -. i took with yi zhen and mrs dieu, 1st one i took with my spects. i look horrible. 2nd time i took without my spects. i still look horrible. -_-. so in conclusion? it's my face that's horrible. SADDDDDDD. haha.

i don't have the photos here though, it's all with yi zhen. haha. will get it soon and post it when i have the time. haha (:

well, it was SUPER enjoyable. (:

but it's seriously 阴衰阳盛 okayy. so many boys, so little girls. like only the usuals come for the outing lah. but 我想,这样也好. >< actually even if they come, it'll be about the same i guess. little interaction. but, 有interaction 好像会蛮尴尬的吧. 不知道. oh well. haha.

and yi zhen keeps telling me, don't speak in chinese can. I CANNOT SPEAK CHINESE! I'M NOT A CHINESE! ... oh dearrrrrrr. you know this little girl here, last time, she's the one that made me speak chinese in school? like, everytime i talk to her i'll speak chinese cause she's speaking chinese! & her chinese is super good de lah last time. we'll always compete to see who get the highest for chinese? AND NOW SHE TELL ME SHE CANNOT SPEAK CHINESE. 4 YEARS ONLY SHE TELL ME SHE'S NOT A CHINESE?!!? i faint.

then chester mark comes along, and tell me, can i don't speak in chinese. PIANG. WHAT'S WRONG WITH THE WORLD. lol. then they were discussing about their chinese and chester mark says he's gonna repeat chinese Os for the 3rd time. whey, JIAYOU AH! (:

then actually 我跟samantha 好像有点儿尴尬, 因为我好像得拼命找话题聊似的. but 当我们在谈关于sakae sushi 的时候, 我们有特别地投契. 因为我们有同样的taste worh? (: 其实,那让我想起,我们以前也正是因为品味相同才成为好朋友的. 不是吗?所以啊,虽然我们俩很久很久很久很久没见面聊天了,但是呢!还是好朋友,还是情投意合的好朋友. :D

wahahaha, reminds me what what sam said. she say she has been failing her chinese for her whole life and she got B3 for her Os she very happy already. cos actually rachel and yi zhen were like saying, hai, not so good like that lah. then YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN RACHEL'S EXPRESSION MAN. super LOL!

she stared at samantha, with that what-the-hell-is-wrong-with-you look. lol. so i say, "she's insulting you." hahaha. then rachel was like, YAH! hahaha. cause it's like, they got the same grade, and people 一向来chinese都考得蛮好的okay! then you say you fail your whole life get B3. lol. (:

then whoa say. they made me SO 没有面子 OKAY! cause after a while i see, eh? how come the soup like so little left? then rachel was like, EVAPORATION LAH! aiyo, triple science student leh. WAH PIANG! you know she didn't have to say the last sentence. OH MY GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so horrible lah! make me so paiseh. AHEM? 明明是你把它喝光了okay! tsk tsk tsk. hahaha.

whoa, then yi zhen keeps talking about people whom she thinks are WEIRD and to me, quite terrible? lol. you know why? THAT'S BECAUSE SHE THINKS I'M THE BEST :D then she gave me the, ermm... are-okay kind of look. haha. (:

whoa, when we reached seoul garden hor, we saw SO many boys and 1 girl. yizhen. haha. so we were like saying, she 陪他们the WHOLE day worhs? haha.

oh yes then mrs dieu also came! (: andrea and natalie also come so late. so more go home early. haiyo! haha. then i was like, MRS DIEU! *wave wave* hello! :D lol.

then she also *wave wave* hello! :D haha. cool de neh? (x

wah, 我昨天可说是破产啊我! hai... 因为那顿晚餐就已经花了$24! but it's okay lah! :D worth it. (: 因为友谊是不能用金钱来买的啊? haha.

OH. and i remember. HAHAHA. cos yi zhen 很热心啊,就每次都问要不要帮忙top up water. then cos 每次都女生先跟她讲说, oh i want to top up. then in the end the 3rd cup is 男生的啦. so i will be like, whoa... so not gentleman ah. hahaha. 1st person was leon. then he was like, :O FINE! hahaha. then he went to get his drink himself. 2nd one was shawn. then he's like, ermmm... fine lor fine lor, don't need lor. hahah.

各位男生们! 居然要一个女生帮你倒水,丢不丢脸啊. haha.

but 没关系,这最多证明我们女生有多好 lo? (:

then yi zhen went around taking photos. so i was her 得力助手! HOOHA! (: then i went like, "one, two, three, SMILE~!" haha.

particularly liren 先生, he take photos don't smile de you know. so i was like, "ready? one, two, three, LI REN SMIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEE!" lol. then he really smile lah! 而且还smile得很灿烂okay! 所以男生拍照要smile 才会好看嘛! haha.

haha, and then when yi zhen's taking with chester mark, they ah, keep laughing or what, i have no idea. haha. then i just take lor? lol. you should see chester mark's face man. LOL. too baddddddddddd. haha. so i had to say, "ARE YOU READY?" haha.

then we went around and saw jonathan chia and chin kiat. jonathan chia he went to cook an egg. haha, i thought 里面de soup was the yolk lah. haha. in the end, i think it got screwed? haha.

其实有一些呢,是蛮久没见了, 就好像 sarath? he looks quite different le leh! 而且没想到他会出现? haha. & yizhen was like, i can remember everybody's chinese name! then i'm like, :O really? i cannot remember lah! piang. haha. then chester's name was like, "I KNOW! HIS NAME IS 麦...麦... 麦 SOMETHING!" lol. "麦宏伟lah!" haha. okay lorrrrrr...

then alot of people's name 我都不记得leh. >< like shawn's? ermmm, keane's? marcus choy's? alot alot lah. lol. girl's one i can remember. haha. but it's okay lah.

oh! reminds me of that day. msn mass convo 的时候, i think it was marcus lim? he was like, who is QYPL. and then i was like, ... so i ask "who ask who is QYPL" then the person say me. then i was like, "please go back and 反省一下." lol. 真是的lor! haiyo. haha.

so we were also talking about 我们以前小时候的事情. haha. 我记得我们以前,就是rachel, yizhen 和我在准备mini fun fair的东西, 然后他们都在我家弄那个项链. 然后我也不记得是什么事儿, 可是我们就一直说rachel, that she's the best lah. haha. 就变成一种口头禅. (:

oh! 还有denise! 我其实差一点就忘记她是谁了.>< wahsay, yizhen 还说出她出了名的一句话,"you want a punth?" lol. but 我们都没有恶意的啦! haha. 只是怀念过去的种种, 真的很开心. (: 小时候的回忆啊, 能记到现在, 真的是件幸福的事情. (:

then yi zhen took with chin kiat WITHOUHT his MOUNTAIN BOOTS. lol. SERIOUSLY. his shoes are like, totally 垫高de lah! piang. haha. 还以为他有多高. (x 我还不是跟你一样高? lol. but hai... rachel's photographic skills not good man. DIDN'T EVEN TAKE THE PICTURE OF THE SHOE. lol... then yi zhen was like, "so much for holding the shoe man, rachel." haha. can't stand her expression seh. too hilarious. :D

then rachel previously also 酸 me lah! cause i say my photographic skills 是一流的! but the next thing i said was, how to on the camera ah? THEN SHE SUAN ME! :/ *sob sob* lol. IT'S OKAY! haha.

whoa say, 我几百年没有去seoul garden 了okayyyy. 其实那儿还蛮像我家的火锅leh. i still think curry chicken is nice (: 虽然吃多了耳朵会冒烟似的, 可是还是好吃! :D whoa, yi zhen 牺牲还蛮大的 leh, 因为她吃不了辣, 但是还吃!(: wahhhh... and she keep eating prawns leh. haha, 我还蛮怕她会中虾毒! choy choy choy ah. haha. 我平时啊,都不吃虾, 因为得自己拨啊!又不想弄脏自己的手,又懒. haha. 在家,除非是我爸爸"入地狱", 不然我都不会吃. or else, 就是不知道吹了什么风,让我有兴趣弄脏自己的手lo? haha. 所以leh, 有yi zhen 这种朋友就很棒了,知道为什么吗? 他帮我拨虾啊! :D

wahsay. 还有她用的那条纸巾, 哦拜托! 她是在promote 环保再用吗? haha. 真的用到皱用到全部都脏了她才肯罢休. hahaha.

another funny person. leon tan. one whole bowl full of crabsticks. like LOL? hahaha. interesting man. 说到他, you know what he smsed me? he say "Lol u purposely uglify urself ah..spects so toooot..sry no offence:-P" :O:O:O::O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O

i was like, PIANG! say i uglify myself. SOBS! haha.

then he say, "Oops sry:$...haha no la saw u stunned cnt recognise...ur spects so funny haha seriously no offence" so i was like, :/ haha not like i want to wear like that lahhhhhhhh.

"Lol y? ur degree increased ah? watched too much drama la lol... okay nvm, u look as good as ever without spects haha." then i was like, okay lor... like that say so that you'll feel better right? haha, nevermind lah.

then he replied, "haha no! like tat definitely make you feel better :-D" whoa, 很会说话啊! haha. "100 plus dn really nid to wear. lol bt who chose the frame for u" so i say "i chose it myself lo. so he was like "Ahh?! Lol im sure there are better spect frames...tell u wat, study den wear lo...den nt studying take off 又是一个美女! LOL." hahaha. THANKS AH. haha. but he say "...later u emo until cnt slp :-S" haha. 谢谢你啦? haha.

then after like, don't know how long, we see our table ah. whoa full of people. cos the 2nd table come to the 1st table. :D cool de neh? haha.

then we went arcade to play. we were like playing the basketball one? lol. i'm not really good at it man. then we were like taking turns, me and yi zhen. then she was like, "aiyo i cannot play lah!" then i say "aiyo, you play and i play 有什么分别?" cause we both cannot score. >< haha.

but sam's quite good eh? 人家是NETBALL de leh! rachel also not bad. haha. :D

then we also played the... ermmm... i don't know what's the name leh, 总之就有不同的颜色. then very challenging lo! :D wah, yi zhen 真的很厉害leh. know what to do even without looking at the instructions. 果然聪明! (:

yup then we borrowed money from ben tan. play abit then eh? $10 already. haha. then we were like, okok we go tell ben tan no need pay back lah. lol. so i told him, "eh ben tan, actually right, 你可以请我们这些美女是你的福气leh! hor?" haha, then my friend was like, "ya lor, you take it as you treat us birthday lah. then it's like, 6 people leh, birthday present only $10 very good already you know!" haha.

then he like, orh orh orh, okay okay. haha. then i say, "okay lah, we pay back, but the other girls go already leh, so we pay you back next time lah. 十年后? 反正是十块嘛, 十块就十年后咯?" haha. then at first he was like, :O okayokay. haha.

but in the end 我们心软啦, cos 我们好像在欺负他. >< haha. psssst. 有人说你变帅了worh? haha. 她又讲你以前很吵 and last time 又看起来toot toot de. (x

haha, i remember, we were also comparing the handwriting of the boys on the teachers' day card. lol. not bad not bad! haha. me, sam, rachel and yi zhen sat together, then we joked around etc. (: super cool lah! can't really describe the details properly, but it was so great. :D

we also talked about weiling ah. haha. should have came leh! :D will be more fun. (: but oh well. haha.

and the ice-kacang is bland lah. piang. like just drinking water. haiyo. BUT THE ATAP CHI ROCKS! :D 超好吃! haha. and the kuihs there nice leh! (: so, not bad not bad. haha.

then after we came back from the arcade there, i went to take ice-cream ah! but 吃不完啊我. >< then left it there then we all went home lo. but before that we took a group ohoto in front of seoul garden. haha. cool de neh! (: ben tan behind had to TIP-TOE. hahaha. but he say, "很高了啦". (x

mrs dieu and the rest of the girls wanted to go le. gave them a hug first before they left! (: happy teachers' day mrs. dieu. (:

我想啊, 6/7 能有今天这种友谊, 真的是Mrs. Dieu 一手撮合的. 所以我们很感激她. 因为她让我们知道, 我们应该珍惜彼此之间的友谊. 所以啊, 友谊万岁! :D

haha. 最深刻的呢, 是我们离别的时候. yi zhen 搭的车跟我不一样, 眼看她要走了, 我默默地跟她说, 再见. 而突然间有个声音在跟我说, 过了今天, 或许得挺久才能再见. 当时, 我的心, 真的有些重. 我真的有股冲动, 想要跑向前保住她. 可是, 我有些犹豫. 犹豫了之后, 她就已经在队伍里等着搭乘那辆巴士了. 又有个声音告诉我说, 如果我今天不那样做, 我会后悔, 甚至睡不着觉!等她要搭上车的时候再那样做, 也可以啊? 我走了过去, 可是, 又有好多人在那儿想要搭上那部车. 我怎么过去啊? 可是, 我仍然觉得, 我不可以放弃! 所以, 我鼓起勇气, 而那个声音又告诉了我, 有志者事竟成! 我挤进人群里, 等她出现, 然后, 我跟她说, "在你离开之前, 想给你一个爱的拥抱." 她却, "aiyo..." haha. 然后她就上车了．　我们互相说了一句byebye! 但当时的我，　已经热泪盈眶．我忍住了泪，因为我不想让她看到．　当时，　我真的觉得很幸福．　好像对对永远的友谊，　抱有希望．(: 朋友们．特别是the sixers. but mostly the 3 of y'all that came yesterday, i love y'all. 我今天跟你们表白咯！(x

有时侯，　人真的要珍惜．　如果机会来的话，　不要放弃．　不要作出将来会后悔的事情．

人生得以知己足以．（：

希望我们在将来的日子里，　能够继续跟彼此有来往．也要继续举办这种聚会哦！　可是啊，　也要顾一顾我们的钱包hor. >< haha.

6/7 永远都让我觉得，　起初害怕会尴尬，但最后，总是让我觉得很温馨．谢谢你们！虽然不是个完整的 class outing, but i'm contented already.

希望我们会在５年里，　１０年里，　甚至２０年里，　都会保持联络！特别是２１岁的生日party. 希望我们到时候还会聚在一块儿．

６／７，　永远的一班．

leona penned down her thoughts at 10:55 AM

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

"世间上有哪一段轰烈的爱情是生得激情，死得壮烈? 如果怕死,就不如不要去爱."
四大才子, 祝枝山

leona penned down her thoughts at 4:14 PM