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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
总觉得很困惑，为什么有这么大的改变？ 他又没说，我何必问呢？ 其实，我还挺矛盾的。 之前，不就是想这样吗？ 现在真是这样，我却... 觉得不习惯？ 哈哈。 或许，他只是想好好专心读书吧。 又或许，他放弃了？ 无所谓。哈哈，反正，我只把他当朋友。 只是，没有了朋友的问候，有的没的那种SMS, 显得格外无趣吧。 难道是因为我经常说他很闷？因为老是问我同样的问题？ hai, 很多的疑问，却不能得到答案。 left unanswered. leona penned down her thoughts at 11:45 PM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
为什么唯独自己，还是无法醒过来？ 真是好笑。 leona penned down her thoughts at 10:00 PM
Friday, July 24, 2009
leona penned down her thoughts at 10:30 PM
郭艳萍，我要你做会真正的自己，听到了没有？！不要再胡思乱想，自作多情。 无聊透了！ leona penned down her thoughts at 7:22 PM
郭艳萍！我要你做会真正的自己。听到了没有？！不要再给我胡思乱想，自作多情。 无聊透了！ leona penned down her thoughts at 7:22 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
leona penned down her thoughts at 9:36 PM
要继续努力哦？ 寂寞光年--刘力杨 是谁从我天空摘走了星星 一转眼 眉头聚满乌云 从来快乐悲伤都自己横行 忘了我也值得被关心 一双手一个梦 一路上不断的俯冲 痛到忘了要怎么喊痛 漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过 我的世界是零下的沙漠 其实我也想要拥抱的温柔 融化这颗坚强的泡沫 漫长的等候让人特别失落 锋锐寂寞把天空都割破 还有谁能够紧握着我的手 陪着我期待消失的彩虹 是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴 天灰了 快乐总有限期 从来都陷在孤独的流沙里 忘了我也配被人在意 一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空 精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊 漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过 我的世界是零下的沙漠 其实我也想有拥抱的温柔 融化这颗坚强的泡沫 漫长的等候让人特别失落 锋锐寂寞把天空都割破 还有谁能够紧握着我的手 陪着我期待消失的彩虹 那是谁的温柔留在我的小手 微不足道却那么重 漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没 整个世界是沉默的漩涡 有谁能陪我手牵着手出走 带我离开空洞的星球 还有什么值得追求 还有什么可以拥有 把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖 有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁 能让我相信被爱的理由 leona penned down her thoughts at 8:39 PM
好讨厌这种感觉. 其实今天在wan ling 的家，玩得很开心. 真的很开心. 可惜，一想到我眼前的路，不晓得要怎么走，又多么宁愿停在原地的时候，我... 真的不想. 也不知道为什么自己emo. emo 个屁啊你！ sir... 我真的不知道该怎么做... 我真的辜负你了... on council day, if i meet you, what am i gonna say? 我真的颜面无存. 我真的不知道该怎么做. 我很想，很想做出点成绩，可为什么我总是心有余而力不足？ 我讨厌这么懒散的自己，这么经不起考验，这么懦弱的郭艳萍！ michelle, 你，还记得我们的约定吗? 看来，都已无所谓. 可能你太忙了. 可能你忘了. 可能，都真得无所谓了. 或许是我太小心眼了. leona penned down her thoughts at 12:01 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009
失去的滋味不好受. :/ 我真的不要!! 虽然我知道，回忆是放在心里的. 而不是靠physical stuff来缅怀. 但是！我还是万分的不舍得. 就当我是个怪胎好了. 眼看着这些从小陪我到大的玩具熊，特别是一些，我以前会陪我睡觉的熊熊，妈妈奖励我送给我的礼物，在澳洲时候买的，在我需要安全感的时候能够及时让我觉得欣慰的，等等等等. 看来，我不能够要求每个人，都像我这样. 好听，或许较长情，难听或许叫执著，固执，想不开. 我在台湾买给姐姐的小强，她居然觉得厌烦了. 也难怪. 但看着她拥抱另一个新玩意儿，把小强扔在一旁，还质问我干嘛把它放在她的床上时，我就知道. 真是的，怎么跟我的senior (CK) 说着说着就想哭了呢？还好不是跟他面对面讲话. hai. 虽然有一千个，一万个不舍得... 但或许，如果它们的新主人，能够对它们更好，比我们会更珍惜它们的话，我就开心了. 虽然，它们真的陪伴了我经历我的童年... leona penned down her thoughts at 8:49 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
今天约了赵玉香去ECP. at first didn't really wanna go in the end, cause think quite late. then i don't like it that, you know you have to rush that sort of thing... so i'd rather we go somewhere else and... you know, just chat that sort of thing. but in the end still went. and it was a good decision, thanks to her! (: haha, talked about lots of things lah basically. :D totally awesome! (: it really feels great having to sit with tee ngik hiong at the beachside... 谈天说地. 如果有机会的话，真想和她看日落或日出(: hahaha, SOUNDS SO WRONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. BUT NEVERMIND LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! 好姐妹嘛！:D hai, reminded of how we quarreled the last time... and yet i wanted to just leave it as it is. 有时候我真觉得自己真正的感觉连我自己都不知道. 真的好奇怪. 哈哈，难道是我太会隐藏自己的感情了吗？ 无法真真实实的面对自己的感觉，这样好吗? hai. 不管怎么样, i enjoyed myself today. (: the cool wind, made me feel exceptionally relaxed, even for that moment in time. maybe i should go ECP and study next time ah? THINK NOT BAD KNOW! HAHA! :D <3 ngik hiong (: leona penned down her thoughts at 8:59 PM
3 S, 1 U, 1 E. leona penned down her thoughts at 3:00 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
whoa before that was h-o-r-r-i-b-l-e. didn't eat for the whole morning and till late afternoon lah! tsk. hai, but nevermind lah. had sore eyes today i guess. i think is cause of an insect that went near my eye or sth. maybe. but apparently, it scared some people, but whatever, it doesn't really matter to me. but oh well, going to esplanade was COOL! :D i realised that time we went CO camp we ACTUALLY went into ESPLANADE! OMG? it totally looks different! T-S-K. rachel ng still says looks the same. THANKS AH. haha. bet now she will go like, no lah!! etc etc etc :D haha, but oh well. went with simon, sau yee and chu ming. at first thought it would be quite 尴尬 or sth... cause not really close to them, but it ended up fine (: cause at first in the taxi we were like, quite silent... so is like... didn't expect much lah. whoa say the ushering was scary okayyyyyy. at first had some problems, cause my name was not there, but justina's is. so like, got some... miscommunications i guess. but anyway, cause i didn't really know what to do with the VIP... and i think the VIP 有点摆架子咯. i don't know. he just doesn't seem THAT friendly or sth... but ah well. it's really quite true like what sau yee and simon say that people treat them differently that sort of thing... haha, so we had lots of fun laughing and joking about stuff lah :D so... not bad not bad! (: and our dinner was like... NPCC HQ food CAN? omg... THOSE DAYS... hahaha. i was SUPER DUPER FULL LAH! i tell you, after GP double period i CHIONGED to Good News Cafe to buy potato, chicken bruchetta, nachos, iced lemon tea, and milo okay! and then later had reception somemore! haha. i love the orange juice man. AWESOME. with the wine glass somemore, WHOA SAY. so nice (: we took a photo together. haha! super cool (: i realised simon is like, he's nice lah. is like, he will make the atmosphere very comfortable with him around lo. (: like usually when i meet him in council room or council stuff, don't really get to talk to him much lah. but today not bad (: and he HAS SUPER ULTRA BAD DIRECTION SKILLS. LOL. keeps going the wrong way! and sau yee's really nice too :D haha, like she's just... she can fit in very well no matter what lah. (: 我觉得跟她蛮投缘的. (: oh chu ming. he was practically emo-ing about his econs like shitttttttttttttttt. whatever it is he's just talking about his results, his tutorials... omg... haha, but okay lah. so overall it was fun (: even though i seriously felt like i was quite redundant and didn't do much in welcoming the VIP. GOSH. i'm so sorry! hope i didn't 丢TJ SC 的脸. >< came back at around 10.20pm. GOSH. tmr still need to wake up at like 5.30am? cause tmr gotta help paste the ground posters. AND I STILL NEED TO PACK MY BAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. DARNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. oh well, AND THERE'S PE TMR! *FAINTS* ah well, actually i 'like' and don't like PE. haha. but oh well, lunch time still need to do NDC proposal plus bio tutorial, I'M SO SORRY. then after school which is like, 3.50pm after PW lecture (OMG, EOM. SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, PW IS LIKE. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH) then have to do SLC stuff. alot alot alot alot of things! i guess i really have to quit CO. will probably take the form within this week :/ sorry! *bows down* leona penned down her thoughts at 11:01 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
i seriously don't know. like, i mean, is it really the way i lead that's the problem or... the way she does her work. 坦白说我其实不觉得自己的合作方式有什么不妥. is like, 就算你们觉得，我不够凶，不够有大将之风 etc, is like. 对我来说，我真的只想大家合作愉快，然后把事情搞好就可以了. 难道这种想法错了吗？还是算是一种奢侈？ 我真的，:O this sucks okay. SERIOUSLY. 就算你们觉得我好欺负，我很easy-going about things, 我真的只想让你们自己自动知道自己该做什么. isn't it common sense, or at least, basic courtesy? i mean, everybody has their flaws and their good points etc i know! but, 这种不交代的行为，做了跟白做有时候真的让我很气. 只好往肚子里塞咯. arghhhhhhhhhhhh. 真的是朋友可以做，合作伙伴就万万不能. 或许我人太好了，还是，我只是不敢处理吧. leona penned down her thoughts at 9:24 PM
thanks guys, for all the effort (: haha, i wanna especially thank tee ngik hiong. cause, it's kind of the first time that i witness her organising something. which is seriously not bad! :D and is like, her card not much money left, but she has to keep smsing them. and i know it's not easy. in fact, it gets quite annoying to keep smsing and yet they don't reply that kind of thing. especially since at first we didn't know where to go that kind of thing. thanks ngik hiong! 知道给你添了不少麻烦. >< they gave me a bear bear! (: even though i'm not a fan of stuff toys that sort of thing... but, it's CHEENA-ISH! :D haha, and it's D.I.Y. you know what, i really love my friends. (: love them for, taking notice of what i like, who i am, and... i guess just loving me for who i am too lah (: sim poh chun... and his umbrella (: 感觉上，就，谢谢他带雨伞接我吧. haha. 面对这些朋友, especially rachel ng. haha, seriously cannot don't do what they say. haha! at first didn't want to go ride bicycle. 打算在海边那里吹吹海风emo算了. haha in the end, 好像是别人emo. lol. 有时候我真觉得，我对于poh chun 的认识，真得蛮少的吧. compared to him knowing me. haha, he's observant i must say. 不像我，只想别人多认识我，而我却没有好好的去了解别人. :l anyway, i wrote a "赵玉香，加油!" (: haha, 真的希望能够给她精神上的支持，因为，我知道自己不能时时刻刻陪伴她，但也很想很想让她知道，她还有我这个好朋友可以依赖(: i guessed i kind of crashed that" by your bf" thingy. lol! but bf can be bestfriend mah. 虽然我不相信有bestfriends, but... 她真的是我的很要好的朋友，足以称之为好姐妹了啦 :D of course, rachel ng yi xin is my 非常好的朋友too! :D 不管怎么样，希望我们大家能够继续保持联络，做很好很好的朋友:D thanks for all the gifts k! even if no gifts, also thank yall for coming for this thinggggg. (: even though it rained and rained, and... at the end, poh chun 也不怎么想回家, but... it's still a happy ending ba. (: 我也希望他，能够开开心心(: 我爱你们哦! :D leona penned down her thoughts at 1:00 PM
Thursday, July 09, 2009
first time? not really. at least this wasn't the first time that i didn't really study much and did ALL THE LAST MINUTE WORK ON THE DAY BEFORE THE EXAM. did that for O level mid-years. didn't work out=17 points. had Cs for my sciences, triple science mind you. now? 4H2s and wahlah! all fail. wo zhen de bu gan she wang she me le. lian bio dou zhe yang, jiao wo zen me ban. it's time to mug leona. face your fears, like what god says. i believe you. only then, will you be able to obtain the greatest rewards. it's a tough fight, a long journey. but don't go weary. like what the verse in the bible says. you know what i'm talking about. start now! M-U-G. leona penned down her thoughts at 2:42 PM
Monday, July 06, 2009
cause no one else sees it, and... i can still 抒发我的情感. 太好了. :D well, this year's birthday is quite cool (: at first i really thought it'll just suck. cause i had papers that day, and omg, math was horrible. and i just felt awful, cause it's supposed to be a special day to me, but things are just... -. but nevertheless, i have a bunch of super awesome kids (: NP FRIENDS who came to my house to pass me the presents and just, well, celebrate my birthday. THANKS YOU ALL :D yall rock and I LOVE YOU ALL OKAY! :D haha, but omg. that day was traumatising too. better not talk about it. i don't even want to REMEMBER it. 真是的. yesterday went to 店小二 to have my birthday dinner. (: although it's belated, but it was really cool (: haha, SO GREAT WE WENT THERE INSTEAD. :D good choice mama! (: haha. the deco there was WHOOOO~ super cool (: although NOT chinese-y enough, but it's okay, HAHA. and we were playing the co-ordination game, DADDY WAS HILARIOUS. HAHAHAH. and 二姐姐 was like, imitating the tom and jerry hiccup thingy. LOL. super funny! 那种感觉好好，因为好像我们经历了很多似的. :D haha, 真得满感动的，因为家里人全部都还健在，而且这样为我，我很感动. 不管怎么样, 17th birthday, is not so bad afterall! (: haha. 希望来年... 会有个特别的人，帮我庆祝生日吧. (: leona penned down her thoughts at 3:12 PM
是谁从我天空摘走了星星 一转眼 眉头聚满乌云 从来快乐悲伤都自己横行 忘了我也值得被关心 一双手一个梦 一路上不断的俯冲 痛到忘了要怎么喊痛 漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过 我的世界是零下的沙漠 其实我也想要拥抱的温柔 融化这颗坚强的泡沫 漫长的等候让人特别失落 锋锐寂寞把天空都割破 还有谁能够紧握着我的手 陪着我期待消失的彩虹 是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴 天灰了 快乐总有限期 从来都陷在孤独的流沙里 忘了我也配被人在意 一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空 精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊 漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过 我的世界是零下的沙漠 其实我也想有拥抱的温柔 融化这颗坚强的泡沫 漫长的等候让人特别失落 锋锐寂寞把天空都割破 还有谁能够紧握着我的手 陪着我期待消失的彩虹 那是谁的温柔留在我的小手 微不足道却那么重 漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没 整个世界是沉默的漩涡 有谁能陪我手牵着手出走 带我离开空洞的星球 还有什么值得追求 还有什么可以拥有 把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖 有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁 能让我相信被爱的理由 leona penned down her thoughts at 3:02 PM
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