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Sunday, September 20, 2009
我不知道，你有没有给过她这首歌。 我是不是想太多？ 我不知道。 但是，如果你不能给我我所要的committment, 我真的会很难过。 我对你撒了谎。 但我真的不能告诉你。 不能。 对不起。 或许有一天你会发现，我并不是像你想象中的那么诚实了。 leona penned down her thoughts at 4:10 PM
明明不想知道，却不由自主地多问了一句，而现在就真的在承受所问的一切。 现在，连在MSN上说一句我不开心，都没有勇气说。 我不可以告诉他。 他，会感到抱歉，but perhaps that's all. 可能会想作出补偿，但我知道，补偿不了。 我不怪他。真的不怪他。 只是，可能我就是这样的一个人。 原来我好讨厌跟别人比较。这个世界，为什么大家都在比较？ 哈哈，只有当你觉得自己会输的时候，才讨厌比较。 我，好怕输。而且输不起。 其实，他真的很喜欢她。甚至是爱她的吧。 他只是说，跟我在一起的时候，很舒服。 but, that's not a valid reason to keep us going i guess. 想起，他会跟之前的女朋友说这些他跟我说的话，我就觉得，难过。 宁愿你都不要跟我说。 宁愿，你就这样，起码让你以前的女朋友留一点“唯一”的感觉。 我不再是你的唯一。 可是你是我的唯一。 可能我很傻吧。 人生，哪里可能只有一个唯一？ 像inge所说的，她不信。 可能我太傻太笨太执着太天真。 可是我依然想这么想。依然想要这么期盼。依然想要这么坚持自己的信念，that我的人生会有这么一个唯一。 如果不告诉他，或许我们之间会有一个芥蒂。可是告诉了他，我却不想他paranoid+feeling sad about it. it's okay ba, 反正我郭艳萍习惯了这样的日子。习惯了，有口难言，为了别人而不说的日子了。 主，我只希望，我们会开开心心地在一起。 请你不要让我想起他以前的女朋友好吗？ 我不想想起，他们以前做些什么，说过些什么，跟我们做的，说的一样吗？ 虽然我觉得，在往后的日子里，可能会因此而爆发战争，会有一些不愉快。但我会忍，尽量忍。 不管怎么样，我真的想相信，他是喜欢我的，现在是，以后也是。 但是，我真的不喜欢，他因为怕我不开心，而说出的那些话。 对我，一点用处也没有，反而让我觉得，他只是为了抚慰自己的心才这样说。 所以，我更不可以说。 请你，不要只是说说，好吗？ 但我也知道，自己要求不了你做些什么。 他，真的很喜欢她。 经常都会因为以前的她而受到影响。like gaming? 可能我太小心眼了，太小气，太幼稚。我不知道。 但是，我之所以会有这种感觉，是因为，我真的喜欢你。 你，是我的初恋。是我第一个男朋友。是我第一个接受的男生。第一个一起出去的男生。第一个，我真的很想跟你长长久久的男生。 热泪盈眶。 也就这样。 leona penned down her thoughts at 9:48 AM
Friday, September 18, 2009
for being a very very nice friend. haha. 虽然你不能及时给我安慰，但是，谢谢你愿意为了我牺牲你宝贵的时间，特别是因为考试快到了，我真的不忍心。但不管怎么样，我觉得自己很幸运！:D anyway, 今天老妈跟我说，叫CK一起去明天的聚会。 把我吓了一跳! 我想啊，我们连八字都还没一撇呢，哪能叫他见我的亲人？ 连手也没牵过... :/ 而且，感觉上，我们不像其他男女朋友一样eh... 不知道是因为日子尚浅？ oh well... 可能要听玉香的话啦，顺其自然咯. 我很怕，自己其实有点介意他的个子高不高？ 其实我不是很介意的，或者说我根本不想介意，if i do... but oh well, 我相信，我们可以做一对与-众-不-同的男女朋友 (: 加油! (: ANYWAY PROMOS IS COMING IN 24 DAYS. OHMYSHITPLEASEYOUBETTERSTUDYHARDANDSPRINTFORTHIS24MOREDAYS!THENYOU'LLBEFREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! leona penned down her thoughts at 7:59 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
feeling's odd. wonder what will happen when our council term ends? life will be boring. seriously boring. without anyone's joy and laughter in the council room, council is nothing. in fact, college life is nothing. i miss council! :/ even though i'm still in. COME ON LEONA QUEK. YOU GOTTA STUDY HARD TO STAY IN COUNCIL! WORK HARD TO GET WHAT YOU WANT! & you know the fruits of your labour will be SO great. jiayou k? &... regarding... michelle? 你还是不肯放手吗? hai... 有时候真觉得自己很天真。真得好天真好天真。 可能就是因为这样，所以经常会受到这种遭遇，然后就因此而难过。 hai... can't help it i guess? i realised, i'm that kind of person who always embraces hope? even if i tell myself to let it go? hai, can't help it i guess. but whatever it is, leona quek, just smile and let it go, okay? (: 反正，做朋友本来就要开心。 开心就好吧郭艳萍？ (: BASHA! :D leona penned down her thoughts at 4:38 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
(: although it's 精神上的支持, but it's okay! :D haha. <3<3 leona penned down her thoughts at 10:13 PM
it's really weird. seeing me type those (:, haha, lol! stuff. when i'm not even smiling at the computer. 我真的觉得自己神经病了. leona penned down her thoughts at 7:05 PM
特别是对于他? 请让我觉得一切是值得的. 加油郭艳萍! 坚持下去! leona penned down her thoughts at 6:27 PM
真的很怕。 怎么办呢？ 我就得这样隐藏吗？ 真是笨死了郭艳萍！ 你自己闯出来的祸，自己解决吧。 笨蛋。 leona penned down her thoughts at 12:41 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
thanks to lihui, the mediator :D, who helped us with it then it's okay now! :D i really realised that... it's actually not so easy committing to a relationship. 是我把事情想得太简单了吗？她让我觉得，自己好像，太嫩了。好像什么都不懂，还想期望有个天长地久的爱情？ 但是把事情简单化可能更好？我不知道。 但i realised it's really different between my and kelvin loo. when we used to have... slight conflicts? but... i realised, whatever i do now, it affects him so greatly... cause, he's my bf (: haha. still cannot believe i have one! lol! and he said <3 so much eh! (x siao ah you leona. HAHA. omg, i'm so gonna get bombarded on monday. MY GOODNESS. i hope saturday turns out fine! :X PRETTY PLEASE? *PRAYS* i shall make "wave wave" no longer, a just to kelvin loo thing. i guess we should all move on. 会太残忍了吗? :l leona penned down her thoughts at 1:57 AM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
now this feeling sucks. you're really something wrong leona. get a life. do the right thing. and that's it. leona penned down her thoughts at 8:52 PM
and he said it was because he didn't talk to me for a night! :D 9/9/09, he confirmed me to be his girlfriend (: AWESOME DAY YEAH! :D once in a lifetime(: thanks for the little green bottle, and the green balloon (: <3 LOVED OUR PHOTOS! :D COO COO KOO! (: leona penned down her thoughts at 12:24 AM
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
haha, & he said we're more compatible? :D so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. 我好希望，自己可以做个好的伴侣? leona penned down her thoughts at 12:25 AM
Sunday, September 06, 2009
(: leona penned down her thoughts at 11:39 PM
真的很对不起。 对不起，我不能偿还你对我的感情。 对不起，我知道你一直以来对我很好。 真的对不起。 我不知道对你来说，会有多大的伤害。 我很怕，对你来说，会是一种破灭了的希望。 对不起。我不值得你这样难过，不值得你的喜欢。相信你一定会找到一个，比我好一千倍的女孩，而且也会好好地爱惜你。 我真的很抱歉。 对于以前的回忆，我还是觉得它们都是开心的回忆。谢谢你。 我只能够说，希望你会幸福快乐。 真的真的对不起。 我很怕，我要让很多人伤心。 可是，有人欢喜就会有人愁吧？ 我相信这个。 不管怎么样，顺其自然吧。 leona penned down her thoughts at 11:24 PM
even if i like you haha" (: leona penned down her thoughts at 1:55 AM
Saturday, September 05, 2009
with chai chong keng 先生! :D my... first, (hopefully one and only) like (: leona penned down her thoughts at 11:16 PM
i'm really. glad. that this is a private blog. leona penned down her thoughts at 10:04 PM
stop. now. seriously. leona penned down her thoughts at 10:02 PM
Friday, September 04, 2009
"stop the wild tots" 是在指我吗? 我很想知道。 "the truth is that i lied" 他跟谁说谎了呢？我也很想知道。 我有资格去幻想吗? :/ 如果是别人... 怎么办？ :/ 你... 对我有感觉吗? 我真的很想知道。 leona penned down her thoughts at 12:05 AM
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